First, I'd like to thank my friends for being supportive recently. Second, I'm doing much better now, even than I was this morning, at least from an emotional standpoint. Physically, I still feel... well, meh. Headache, nausea... I made some chicken-noodle soup though, and that's helped immensely. As for everything else, that remains yet to be seen ( Read more... )

I don't wanna go to work today. =____= But, I'm no longer really sick, and I need the money, damn it. Argh.

...I'm having one of those days. Where nothing seems like a good idea. Just... blah. Flat. I can't think. ...I'm feeling selfish today. I want to curl in a corner and read my book and shut out the rest of the world. But I don't. I'm of two or three minds about everything today. Maybe I should go swimming. Maybe I should draw. Or write? I have at ( Read more... )

It. Is. Done. x____x

At 1,986 words, I've decided that that is close e-fucking-nough. On reading it though, I don't think that it's an A paper, but mayeb a B... Meh. One paper doesn't make that big an impact, unless it's a final paper. I got several B-papers in my English 101 class, so ( Read more... )

I hate writing this essay. I have no drive, and worse yet, no inspiration for it. I'm grinding it out, bit by agonizing bit, using the most elaborate sentence structure, and intricate wording that I possibly can in order to make the 2000 word requirement. ...I'm at 742 words. -_-;

I feel like suck a fucking loser.

( It's all about my insequrities. -_- I am afraid. )

I am feeling so. Fucking. Depressed.

Sometimes, ya gotta wonder: what is it, that makes some people prominent in a fandom, while others slip through the cracks? What makes some people draw flames like polyester in pure oxygen, while some people, who write or draw the same sorts of things, can coast by for ages, and never recieve a one ( Read more... )

Still procrastinating. I feel like such a fucking loser right now. I've never done anything like this for anything academic before in my lifeMaybe I don't subconsciously equate art = academic ( Read more... )

This time I know it's just the tired talking. However ( Read more... )