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"Success is a journey, not a destination." Thats what my fortune cookie told me tonight and I think its perfect for what I've been going through in my head over and over. I need a goal of some sort, something to work towards, maybe for now I'll just start working up and once my head is above the clowds, all will be revealed. Someone on Oz said that bitterness and sadness and anger and all those feelings give us some sort of purpose as long as they are held on too and we dont let them go because without them...who are we? I think thats been the stem of my problems, I've begun to let go of the bitterness and it was replaced with an emptyness. Who am I now that I'm not bitter? (much less anyway) I'm not sure yet but I'll figure it out.