angel of darkness finally came out!!!
"Cool" used to mean unique, spontaneous, compelling. The coolest kid was the one everyone wanted to be like but no one quite could, because his/her individuality was utterly distinct. Then "cool" changed. Marketers got a hold of it and reversed its meaning. Now you're cool if you are NOT unique. If you have the look and feel that bear the unmistakable stamp of America. Hair by Paul Mitchell, Khakis by The Gap, Car by BMW, Attitude by Nike, Pet Phrases by Letterman, Politics by Bill Maher. Cool is the opiate of our time, and over a couple of generations, we have grown dependent upon it to maintain our identities of inclusion.
Anyways ever seen a person who's addicted to drugs? bad shit ehh? just looking at them makes you wanna poke a needle in ya eye...my friends brother was taken to the hospital for hero last night from shannons party at 3 in the fuking morning, ugh (cant i get some sleep anymore?)and i had to beg david to come down and get me =\ the sad part was...i know him...well enough to know how he is, who he is from my exp with a person in the past *cough* *cough* i know how the whole drugs thing and i've been trying to tell him why it's wrong and why it's only gonna destroy ya life and you. He won't listen of caurse *go figure* if he did he wouldn't be there tonight would he? but damn he's just i mean he's a ball of stress, fear, hate, anger and etc put all together. i didnt talk to him that much, I actualy was there few nights enough to know about the guy he's rather ill but ...now i look at him and feel guilty you know? becouse it sucks knowing you need something real badly and there's nobody to get it for you and i dunno i just feel bad for him, not his family just him becouse he has a long way to go before he can walk normal and be himself. I think his parents are gonna actualy give him away to some Addiction House...a Center for people with drug problems and i am glad they are ...they kept telling themselfs " ohh with alot of love he will recover" WTF? trrrust me ive been with a druggie u think i havent tried, and did it make a difference? so stop kidding yourself and the guy...LOVE? psh love got nothing to do with it...u can fucken drawn him in a pool full of "love" and he will still die! won't help him for hell...its sad why people lie to themselfs and others just to make themselfs feel better...dear lord look at the guy he's going down, he's ruining himself and your damn family yet you wanna keep him in the house becouse you think love is the solution...especially since my friends parents are really really " god help us" kind of people you know into religion and shit...yeah well you know what? love and god aren't always there when you need them, sometimes you're the ONLY person you can count on...becouse when you have a problem like this...people will only turn their backs on you unless they seriously seriously care for you...others will only tell you ohh you be fine just don't think about it...sometimes you're on your own don't let people tell you lies, don't let people run ya life, and make sure when you fall down...you rise back up and keep on walking, becouse if you don't others will take the opportunity of your life time if you fight for something you will get it if you give up, you simply give up on everything. Is it really worth it?? =/ you sit there and think " dude what a fuck happen to you" you were the top best guy ever and look what you made yourself look like..lower then dirt you're under it all...why is it the best ones always fuck up? =/
anyways i am gonna go take a shower now =] i've been working on the car for whole day with "friend" and the pool and other shit =] biotchhhhhhhhhhhh ciao =]
" Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius --- and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction "
^^^^lmao considering the fact that i hate i mean HATE that movie and everyone told me id probably die of a drive-by how SAD =[
GOT this from LINDA BLAIR thanks :)
Have you ever...
1. Fallen for your best friend? yes sir
2. Made out with just a friend? no
3. Been rejected? yes
4. Been in love? not recently
5. Been in lust? yes
6. Used someone? no
7. Been used? yes
8. Cheated on someone? not really...i dont think ud call it cheating lol
9. Been cheated on? yes
10. Done something you regret? yes
Who was the last person...
1. You touched? physically? emotionally? physically - jason (we had a food fight =) emotionally - candy
2. You talked to? shannon
3. You hugged? trent
4. You instant messaged? chris
5. You kissed? hahahah shhhh ;)
6. You yelled at? shannon
7. You laughed with? chris
Have you/are you/do you...
1. Considered a life of crime? god no
2. Considered being a hooker? nope
3. Considered being a pimp? oh ya i b pimpin' em low life bitches =]
4. Are you psycho? not that i know =]
5. Split personalities? sometimes
6. Schizophrenic? maybe
7. Obsessive? depends
8. Obsessive compulsive? nope
9. Panic? o ya
10. Anxiety? sometimes
11. Depressed? lately, its over now
12. Suicidal? nah the rope broke =/ lol
13. Obsessed with hate? nope
14. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? all the time :x
15. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? well not killing ppl =\
16. Understanding? not really im a tough cookie can't open me =]
17. Open-minded: not lately ..wait no never. =/
18. Arrogant: like DUH
19. Insecure: not anymore
20. Interesting: yes
21. Hungry: i need to eat something =\
22. Friendly: depends
23. Smart: sometimes
24. Moody: yes
25. Childish: all the time ;)
26. Independent: very
27. Hardworking: yes
28. Organized: no way
29. Healthy: i think so =/
30. Emotionally stable: im working on it
31. Shy: depends whos around
32. Difficult: Xtremely
33. Attractive: *rubs nipples* do i make u horny babi? lol
34. Bored easily: yes
35. Thirsty: not at the moment
36. Responsible: when i feel like it
37. Sad: nope
38. Happy: not today
39. Trusting: only towards certain people
40. Talkative: put duck tape on me lol
41. Original: sureeeee
42. Different: very
43. Unique: Xtremely
44. Lonely: nahh im happy where im at
45. Colour your hair? yes wtf am i Linh? ;)
46. Have tattoos? yes
47. Piercings? yes
48. Have a boyfriend? no
49. Floss daily? no
50. Own a webcam? yes
51. Ever get off the damn computer? THATS A BIG AFFIRMATIVE
52. Sprechen sie deutsche? no i dont speak dutch
53. Habla espanol? si senior lol
Currents...
1. Current clothes: silver sweat pants, socks, sneakers, and a shoulder shirt
2. Current mood: confused
3. Current taste: hmmm peaches and creme
4. Current hair: lets just say i just got outta a storm lol
5. Current annoyance: this biotch J.
6. Current smell: Ocean Lust for men.
7. Current thing you ought to be doing: skateboarding or go hit hte gym..my god its an addiction lol
8. Current desktop picture: a nude pic of pamela anderson
9. Current favourite group: the cult
10. Current book: Madame Bovary ( the orginal one)
11. Current DVD in player: terminator 2
12. Current refreshment: Rasberry drink
13. Current worry: just woryin about someoen
14. Current crush: sides from chris...nobody special =/ <3
15. Current favourite celebrity: angelina jolie, lara croft *id do her*
Favourites...
1. Food: I LOVE FOOOOOOOOOD..uhhh davids pasta is soo addicting
2. Drink: mountain dew code red
3. Color: blue + red black
4. Shoes: sneakers
5. Candy: gum
6. TV Show: friends
7. Movie: "The return of the living dead."
8. Dance: u know what i want jigga
9. Vegetable: anything EXCEPT cooked carrots...and peas..AND fried corn =\
10. Fruit: strawberries, creme, peaches
On preferences...
1. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot coco
3. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect friend
4. Sweet or sour? sweet
5. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper
6. Sappy/action/comedy/horror? action/comedy
7. Cats or dogs? dogs
8. Ocean or pool? ocean
9. Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch
10. Mud or Jell-O wrestling? mud
11. With or without ice-cubes? with
12. Shine or rain? rain
13. Winter/Summer/Autumn/Spring? summer
14. Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
15. Gloves or mittens? gloves
16. Eyes open or closed? open you never know whos stabbing u
17. Fly or breathe under water? fly
18. Bunk-bed or waterbed? waterbed ;) hahahh
19. Chewing gum or hard candy? gum
20. Motor boat or sailboat? motorboat
21. Lights on or off? off
22. Chicken or fish? chicken
What's your favourite...
1. Number? 6<
Anyways ever seen a person who's addicted to drugs? bad shit ehh? just looking at them makes you wanna poke a needle in ya eye...my friends brother was taken to the hospital for hero last night from shannons party at 3 in the fuking morning, ugh (cant i get some sleep anymore?)and i had to beg david to come down and get me =\ the sad part was...i know him...well enough to know how he is, who he is from my exp with a person in the past *cough* *cough* i know how the whole drugs thing and i've been trying to tell him why it's wrong and why it's only gonna destroy ya life and you. He won't listen of caurse *go figure* if he did he wouldn't be there tonight would he? but damn he's just i mean he's a ball of stress, fear, hate, anger and etc put all together. i didnt talk to him that much, I actualy was there few nights enough to know about the guy he's rather ill but ...now i look at him and feel guilty you know? becouse it sucks knowing you need something real badly and there's nobody to get it for you and i dunno i just feel bad for him, not his family just him becouse he has a long way to go before he can walk normal and be himself. I think his parents are gonna actualy give him away to some Addiction House...a Center for people with drug problems and i am glad they are ...they kept telling themselfs " ohh with alot of love he will recover" WTF? trrrust me ive been with a druggie u think i havent tried, and did it make a difference? so stop kidding yourself and the guy...LOVE? psh love got nothing to do with it...u can fucken drawn him in a pool full of "love" and he will still die! won't help him for hell...its sad why people lie to themselfs and others just to make themselfs feel better...dear lord look at the guy he's going down, he's ruining himself and your damn family yet you wanna keep him in the house becouse you think love is the solution...especially since my friends parents are really really " god help us" kind of people you know into religion and shit...yeah well you know what? love and god aren't always there when you need them, sometimes you're the ONLY person you can count on...becouse when you have a problem like this...people will only turn their backs on you unless they seriously seriously care for you...others will only tell you ohh you be fine just don't think about it...sometimes you're on your own don't let people tell you lies, don't let people run ya life, and make sure when you fall down...you rise back up and keep on walking, becouse if you don't others will take the opportunity of your life time if you fight for something you will get it if you give up, you simply give up on everything. Is it really worth it?? =/ you sit there and think " dude what a fuck happen to you" you were the top best guy ever and look what you made yourself look like..lower then dirt you're under it all...why is it the best ones always fuck up? =/
anyways i am gonna go take a shower now =] i've been working on the car for whole day with "friend" and the pool and other shit =] biotchhhhhhhhhhhh ciao =]
" Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius --- and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction "
^^^^lmao considering the fact that i hate i mean HATE that movie and everyone told me id probably die of a drive-by how SAD =[
GOT this from LINDA BLAIR thanks :)
Have you ever...
1. Fallen for your best friend? yes sir
2. Made out with just a friend? no
3. Been rejected? yes
4. Been in love? not recently
5. Been in lust? yes
6. Used someone? no
7. Been used? yes
8. Cheated on someone? not really...i dont think ud call it cheating lol
9. Been cheated on? yes
10. Done something you regret? yes
Who was the last person...
1. You touched? physically? emotionally? physically - jason (we had a food fight =) emotionally - candy
2. You talked to? shannon
3. You hugged? trent
4. You instant messaged? chris
5. You kissed? hahahah shhhh ;)
6. You yelled at? shannon
7. You laughed with? chris
Have you/are you/do you...
1. Considered a life of crime? god no
2. Considered being a hooker? nope
3. Considered being a pimp? oh ya i b pimpin' em low life bitches =]
4. Are you psycho? not that i know =]
5. Split personalities? sometimes
6. Schizophrenic? maybe
7. Obsessive? depends
8. Obsessive compulsive? nope
9. Panic? o ya
10. Anxiety? sometimes
11. Depressed? lately, its over now
12. Suicidal? nah the rope broke =/ lol
13. Obsessed with hate? nope
14. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? all the time :x
15. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? well not killing ppl =\
16. Understanding? not really im a tough cookie can't open me =]
17. Open-minded: not lately ..wait no never. =/
18. Arrogant: like DUH
19. Insecure: not anymore
20. Interesting: yes
21. Hungry: i need to eat something =\
22. Friendly: depends
23. Smart: sometimes
24. Moody: yes
25. Childish: all the time ;)
26. Independent: very
27. Hardworking: yes
28. Organized: no way
29. Healthy: i think so =/
30. Emotionally stable: im working on it
31. Shy: depends whos around
32. Difficult: Xtremely
33. Attractive: *rubs nipples* do i make u horny babi? lol
34. Bored easily: yes
35. Thirsty: not at the moment
36. Responsible: when i feel like it
37. Sad: nope
38. Happy: not today
39. Trusting: only towards certain people
40. Talkative: put duck tape on me lol
41. Original: sureeeee
42. Different: very
43. Unique: Xtremely
44. Lonely: nahh im happy where im at
45. Colour your hair? yes wtf am i Linh? ;)
46. Have tattoos? yes
47. Piercings? yes
48. Have a boyfriend? no
49. Floss daily? no
50. Own a webcam? yes
51. Ever get off the damn computer? THATS A BIG AFFIRMATIVE
52. Sprechen sie deutsche? no i dont speak dutch
53. Habla espanol? si senior lol
Currents...
1. Current clothes: silver sweat pants, socks, sneakers, and a shoulder shirt
2. Current mood: confused
3. Current taste: hmmm peaches and creme
4. Current hair: lets just say i just got outta a storm lol
5. Current annoyance: this biotch J.
6. Current smell: Ocean Lust for men.
7. Current thing you ought to be doing: skateboarding or go hit hte gym..my god its an addiction lol
8. Current desktop picture: a nude pic of pamela anderson
9. Current favourite group: the cult
10. Current book: Madame Bovary ( the orginal one)
11. Current DVD in player: terminator 2
12. Current refreshment: Rasberry drink
13. Current worry: just woryin about someoen
14. Current crush: sides from chris...nobody special =/ <3
15. Current favourite celebrity: angelina jolie, lara croft *id do her*
Favourites...
1. Food: I LOVE FOOOOOOOOOD..uhhh davids pasta is soo addicting
2. Drink: mountain dew code red
3. Color: blue + red black
4. Shoes: sneakers
5. Candy: gum
6. TV Show: friends
7. Movie: "The return of the living dead."
8. Dance: u know what i want jigga
9. Vegetable: anything EXCEPT cooked carrots...and peas..AND fried corn =\
10. Fruit: strawberries, creme, peaches
On preferences...
1. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot coco
3. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect friend
4. Sweet or sour? sweet
5. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper
6. Sappy/action/comedy/horror? action/comedy
7. Cats or dogs? dogs
8. Ocean or pool? ocean
9. Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch
10. Mud or Jell-O wrestling? mud
11. With or without ice-cubes? with
12. Shine or rain? rain
13. Winter/Summer/Autumn/Spring? summer
14. Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
15. Gloves or mittens? gloves
16. Eyes open or closed? open you never know whos stabbing u
17. Fly or breathe under water? fly
18. Bunk-bed or waterbed? waterbed ;) hahahh
19. Chewing gum or hard candy? gum
20. Motor boat or sailboat? motorboat
21. Lights on or off? off
22. Chicken or fish? chicken
What's your favourite...
1. Number? 6<