Jun 22, 2003 20:22
omfg my back is fuking killing me, grr whats up with the ims tonight yo what with CC iming me and telling me all this shit worrying the fuk outta me..and when i called her she wasnt even home. WTF?! i seriously dont need this, not right now anyways, update on the fuked up life of tyler chass? well...i dont know what to do..*smacks face* ok so he says he wants to talk when yesterday he imed me and said we arent friends anymore and that hes got back with that girl and yadda yadda..all blocking me and put up some away message that was all: "im talkign to my baby..i love you so much!" ya ok..so u love her now? and than he ims me telling me how hes checking out some dude friend of his. yea ok..count 3? gee and i just dont get it..can u be in love with 2 ppl at once? lovign me and loving his gf..sorry that dont even fly with me..either u love me or u love her..and since ure dating her i think ud rather love her. o no here we go with the "u dotn even care about me" answer? well babe if i never cared for you..i wouldnt stayed with you this long...i wouldnt have to worry sick about you when u said u were planning on doing stupid shit to ure body..if i didnt care for you i wouldnt have stayed up till 4 in the fuking mroning talking to ure ass. im tired of these games allright? just fuking be honest with me..that makes me want you..not the fact that ure trying to stir up trouble to get my attention and make me jealous. my god i want you for you..y cant u see that. and i dont want to be all friendly cause everytime i am...u just tell me how much u are in love with me. i cant take that..dont say it to me if u alreayd have a gf thanks. cause it would be cheating, am i over you? no. do i still want you? yes. am i gonna beg u to come back to me? no. do i expect u to do the same. no. if u can just be honest with me thats all i want. im not gonna say i love you because there is no point in doing so..it just seems like u dont want to admit it or dotn want to realize or u dont care. now that i finally have an answer and this whole relationship mess has finally concluded, u just freed me and i am gone. no more of this drama i will never step back into the fire. u CANT LOVE 2 PPL! it doesnt work like that, "one heart, one lover" theres no way u can love me and love her at the same time..u cant expect me to accept that..cause i cant. if u love someone you give ure whole heart to that one person aiight? there is no dividing ure love..it doesnt work like that. i dont want to be 2nd on the list. if u want me..u can show it to me by being the same person i knew a mnth ago, whitty boo bear, hmmmm i miss that haha. i fell in love with him not you, i dont love you i love whitney. if u cant see that than ure not the person i fell for. i want him back.
im just listening to this song..brings back memories of how i once felt. consider it MY last song to YOU
At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song
At last
the skies above are blue
well my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you
I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known
well
You smile
you smile
oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven
for you are mine at last
I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I
could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known
well
You smile
you smile
oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven
for you are mine at last
ooo yea
you are mine
you are mine
at last
at last
at last
at last