tomrrows the last day-
Hi, yeah Dave just left my house! :( aw i'll probably see him later on...=] anyways...
Has anyone got a song that remainds you of someone special?? i bet you all do! ex gf or ex bf...or sister. brother i dunno anybody! anyways i got one :( it sucks ...so the song got on and i am listening to it and all the bad memories came over me...and i had to change the song becouse i couldn't stand it! i mean the song is beatiful and i love it but i couldn't stand hearing it knowing what the meaning behind it was :(
so this whole thing with whit...iunno lol i feel so bad. i was so damn worried yesterday it wasnt even cool. i hope things are ok with courtney and shit since her parents are being dicks to her. whit told me that he has only court and me in his life that actualy cares and for a second i was really wanting ot be with him. but than again today he was on the phone with steff and would hardly say anything to me, than would just sign off without saying bye..wtf at that. see? its those kind of tihngs that makes me wonder sometimes, i dunno what to think..he wouldnt let me talk to her but he can? forreals homie im not stupid, but otherwise..whichever. im not even gonna say nothing lol.
Last night i went out with Dave and we went to my friends house chilled there for a min, watched the game then we went home watched a DVD got a drink or two, did our own thing ;) and she left my house and went home =/...later on Mike came over and we went to see Jacks new ride...it's ill! fo real!
I got online later on and i spoke to Lyn and she really pissed me off...she said i should of told her i got a boyfriend, like why should she care? and she was all bitchy and mean to me about it..wtf? i told her he was the only good thing going on in my life right now and i am happy and she's all pissy about it becouse she's not him! and later she decided to just get off line and whatever sooo i got pissed at her and left my house and went to see Dave ...fuck it im tierd of people telling me who or what i should do and just becouse she has been obsessed with me for the past 6 years it's not my fault, it's not my fault i don't like her like that! and omg she was sooo flipping the tables on me...telling me i am scared to get in relationship with her becouse i can actualy like her...wtf? that's a lie the thing is i dont wanna get in a relationship w/ you becouse i don't feel shit for you and i know for sure it wont work! I stayed over at Davey's for the night...i talked to him and everything...i got home around 11am...and i just woke up i don't feel like sleeping i need pills or shit =/ i haven't gotten in trouble in 3 days ... yay =]
SEE YOU FUCKERS I CAN CHANGE MYSELF!! lol
I'm gonna go! =] and see my soon to be my sig. other bye fuckerz =]
Today is 2nd day of the Festival on 109rd in San jose. I wanna go but i am so sleepy some how i dunno i maybe staying in with Megan and the other ppl r coming over n just drink and talk n have a friendly night... =]
OK, i am gonna go! bye.
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Has anyone got a song that remainds you of someone special?? i bet you all do! ex gf or ex bf...or sister. brother i dunno anybody! anyways i got one :( it sucks ...so the song got on and i am listening to it and all the bad memories came over me...and i had to change the song becouse i couldn't stand it! i mean the song is beatiful and i love it but i couldn't stand hearing it knowing what the meaning behind it was :(
so this whole thing with whit...iunno lol i feel so bad. i was so damn worried yesterday it wasnt even cool. i hope things are ok with courtney and shit since her parents are being dicks to her. whit told me that he has only court and me in his life that actualy cares and for a second i was really wanting ot be with him. but than again today he was on the phone with steff and would hardly say anything to me, than would just sign off without saying bye..wtf at that. see? its those kind of tihngs that makes me wonder sometimes, i dunno what to think..he wouldnt let me talk to her but he can? forreals homie im not stupid, but otherwise..whichever. im not even gonna say nothing lol.
Last night i went out with Dave and we went to my friends house chilled there for a min, watched the game then we went home watched a DVD got a drink or two, did our own thing ;) and she left my house and went home =/...later on Mike came over and we went to see Jacks new ride...it's ill! fo real!
I got online later on and i spoke to Lyn and she really pissed me off...she said i should of told her i got a boyfriend, like why should she care? and she was all bitchy and mean to me about it..wtf? i told her he was the only good thing going on in my life right now and i am happy and she's all pissy about it becouse she's not him! and later she decided to just get off line and whatever sooo i got pissed at her and left my house and went to see Dave ...fuck it im tierd of people telling me who or what i should do and just becouse she has been obsessed with me for the past 6 years it's not my fault, it's not my fault i don't like her like that! and omg she was sooo flipping the tables on me...telling me i am scared to get in relationship with her becouse i can actualy like her...wtf? that's a lie the thing is i dont wanna get in a relationship w/ you becouse i don't feel shit for you and i know for sure it wont work! I stayed over at Davey's for the night...i talked to him and everything...i got home around 11am...and i just woke up i don't feel like sleeping i need pills or shit =/ i haven't gotten in trouble in 3 days ... yay =]
SEE YOU FUCKERS I CAN CHANGE MYSELF!! lol
I'm gonna go! =] and see my soon to be my sig. other bye fuckerz =]
Today is 2nd day of the Festival on 109rd in San jose. I wanna go but i am so sleepy some how i dunno i maybe staying in with Megan and the other ppl r coming over n just drink and talk n have a friendly night... =]
OK, i am gonna go! bye.
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