HAPPY B-DAY to tyler

[aznwhiteboi]

well lets start with the drama shit first..ok first off, me and whit got into another fight yesterday i dunno why it is even happening. he said ever since ive been in his life it has been nothng but drama, hes talking to me as if i started all this drama stuff thats going on. well im sorry if thats the case than fine wutever, its not my fault u got lamo friends. gah i was so depressed yesterday it wasnt even funny..i was soo tired and stressed out..i didnt need the problems at hand, he doesnt realize how much he hurts me..he does it anyway. cutting himself i hate it, i thought i was going insane so i had to call the person closest to me. i fukin called david at 2 in the morning and begged him to come over cause i needed someone there..it doesnt matter who..i jsut wanted david there. he came right over, thank god for friends, they are there for you through thick and thin. david sat with me and we just talked, i had my aim on cuase i was hoping hed be on so i can talk to him even thought he pushed me away like i was trash that wasnt even worth taking out. i was really down yesterday, dave talked to me and made things so much better. we jsut talked and he hugged me, god it feels so good to have someone there to hold u in times when u are so depressed. if dave wasnt there i dont think i couldve made it through the night. i gave up and logged off, i told dave to stay with me. im afraid to be alone, cause i might doing things i dont usually do. im so hurt by whit its not even cool. dave spent the night at my place, and drove me to skool, i wasnt really feeling well this morning and its my b-day!!! lmao o well, this morning was great lemme tell you, things were lots better, haha brenda gave me this kickass outfit she got from old navy i loove this shirt though, its blue with white stripes on it. its hella awesome, o yea..that wasnt the best part..i got a few things from a few ppl and shit. but uhh Dominic kissed me today! he leaned over and mack me on the cheeks and was all like: "happy b-day" i was like whoa WTF????!!!!! he kissed me! wow hahahahah that left me in a daze whoa.... but yeps, my classes sang for me and shit. i had a happy day so far. *sigh* i wouldve been happier if i knew whitney didnt hate me the way he does.

tonight is the last dance...this will be WAAYYYYYYY awesome, i wanna go dance and just forget about everything. get ure freak on. ;)