Oct 14, 2009 21:57
within the last few months, ive come to the moment in my life where i finally understand. maybe not completely, but a lot of things are clear to me now.
It kinda sucks, thinking of all the things i had to go thru to understand. but i think ive matured now, in a way that only time could do to me. As much as i tried to rush it, it wasnt my time to know. Now that ive come this far, i realize how ive done so many mistakes and was overanalytical about a lot of things that did not need to stress my mind.
my true love, the man i once thought i needed to get away from because we just werent 'right', ive realized it is you as ive thought all along. there were our faults that got the best of us and things couldnt work out. but as i look back at all the things that happened, they couldve all been avoided. my stubborness and yours did not do us justice.
as i take things day by day, i hope that in the near future we come back as one like before without the amount of excessive stress that was present. With a clearer mindset, i see us growing stronger than ever, and becoming that untouchable team we once were. This can only happen if you let it though. Give me a chance to show you things can be different - The way they shouldve been last time. Give yourself a chance to experience this love like you never did before and with a more open mind. Give us a chance to do things right, because I know we can do this. Only time will tell, and i hope for the best.
If for some reason time brings us apart, then please know that i love you now, and always. You will forever have a place in heart. no doubt.
let time bring us together my baby, i love you forever and for always.