Oct 30, 2010 22:40
I don't understand. sigh. i don't feel as part of the society but rather outside of it. i exist inside and i can communicate.. yet i don't get WHY i have to communicate in a certain way.
or why can't i do this or why do i have to do that?
how can i make someone happy.. i know how to do that but why is it this way? why does someone feel happy if i give them something and why do they sometimes get upset?
i really don't understand them or myself... humans
I feel as if i'm a different species disguised under some human shell