May 03, 2007 04:15
I was played like a deck of cards.
Did I deserve it? Probably. I've committed a lot of sins in my life time. Even after the entire ordeal, I don't hate him. I'm not angry with him. But for the most part, I think I'm just really devestated and disappointed. Sad. Hurt. Simple words to explain complex feelings and situations.
Is there more to say? Probably. Sometimes I just wonder how things tend to escalate the way that they do. And Eliza... "9. She has this tendancy to stick in bad relationships even if they hurt her a whole lot, because she doesn't like cutting ties, or hurting the people she cares about."
How so very me.
And this is why I am single, but I do love it.