Apr 09, 2011 14:24
On Thursday, I went to the library, stayed for awhile, checked out some books, went to a local convenience store (even though it took me almost half a hour to walk there from the library), and then when I tried to walk home it took me almost an hour or longer to get back. By then my body was aching especially my head. It ached for the past two days, it's gone for now though. It comes back every so often and it was pretty hard to relax. I hate getting headaches so much! It was more like a migraine then a headache. I didn't take any medicine for it ( I know. I'm an idiot) But there are times when certain medicines that I take don't usually work for me or they take a super long time to work. That's why I hate taking medicine. >>; Right now I'm in my sanctuary Barnes and Noble. (I am so happy!) I've been here for about four hours now and I haven't figured out when I'd like to go home. Though now that I think of it I'll probably call my dad at either 4 or 5 o clock letting him or my mom know that I'm ready to go home. My dad has been feeling better on an off but it's pissing me off that his doctors STILL haven't given him all of his medicine. I swear I'll sue them if my father dies because of their neglect. And I'll most likely keep people away by hiding in my room for months if something bad does happen to my dad. I cried when I saw him after his surgery a few of my family members kept getting on my nerves about seeing him afterwards so I finally decided to do it (because they were pissing me off) Note : This surgery happened in late Feb or March. But I was still pretty upset about it. I keep forgetting to ask mom or dad when they can take me to my community college so I can figure out what classes to take online. (Yes, I'm still an idiot) But I've been mainly worried about their health and what kind of job that I can do because fact it I'm not very good at anything. Except maybe typing. I'm a pretty fast typist. So maybe I'll get a temporary job that lets me type up stuff or something. I had a weird thought in my head just now of asking mom and dad if I could work at their job. Like do the easiest thing or something. That way I won't be burdening anyone if I somehow mess up. I hope everyone is doing great in their studies! Wish I could talk to you guys all the time. :3
helpless,
depressed,
annoyed,
blah,
worrywart