Meee Australia!
Well, today was my first day at the beauty college! I have never talked about make-up so much in one day. It would have been annoying/unbearable if i wasn't so interested. There's only one other girl who is doing the make-up Certificate II with me. Her name is anna, she's in grade 11 at some christian school in the north side of brisbane. and she's nice... I think she thinks i'm weird. I felt really uncomfortable around her. Like I couldn't be myself... almost as if i were too ashamed to be myself. for example, at lunch time i was going to buy a muffin to eat (i was craving muffin, ohhh yeah! lol) and since she doesnt really eat she's like meh i'm not eating but if you like go ahead buy a muffin. It's like, 'ah. no!' like im gonna sit there and pig out on a muffin in front of some chick who starves herself (she had just come out of hospital recently, she had an eating disorder). I felt SOOO uncomfortable. SO i didn't end up buying lunch and later felt really sick as a result. At lunch time we also walked around the mall a bit. She didn't like being at the college. i really didn't mind staying at the lunch room in the college. I guess she just didn't want to be stuck in a room with me. It seems, so far, that I will find that her and I will have absolutly nothing in common.
Her attitude towards the course is weird as well. I guess I have to take into consideration that she must be less mature than me... She really looks about my age though. I guess I feel intimidated that she seems to be starting his course so young and that i'm like... old and weird and have my own reasons for doing the course.
I also realised today, my shirt was just way too small... I mean I'm really tall but small on top that the shirt fits snugly (size medium, im usually a size small) but it's REALLY high. Then i realised that the medium is like one of those shirts that if u sweat it shows through (cos of the material and the colour) and then i also realised that everyone seemed to be wearing shirts that were larger than them, so i was like :S ok i need a bigger size. lol
The teacher who is teching us the stuff isn't very nice... She's an indian scary old lady (who didn't like the size of my shirt she commented lol I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE IT) I talked to her briefly outside of class atmosphere. She is a beauty therapist. She doesn't specialise in make-up. she says she really doesn't mind doing it (she always gets put teaching make-up), but she likes beauty therapy more. She asked me why I wanted to do make-up. And I blabbed and blabbed and blabbed as i usually do. I think i scared/bored her. hahahah I'm such a blabber mouth, seriously. It's been pretty bad lately (you can tell cos i've actually UPDATED my livejournal) maybe it's when I'm happy I talk alot. I haven't been as content as I am now. But today really seemed to nerve me.
This chick did my make up and she caked on SOOOO much. You could eat it off my face with a spoon. And the techer and her friend were like ohh it looks good! I was like :|:|:| I look like a freak. hahahah oh well. I hope I do better than her. hahah
I ran into glenn at the busstop today! He looked funny with his recently cut short hair and new piercing. It's really unnoticable; which is good I guess... must mean it suits him. Not that I thouht it wouldn't but hey.
On another note, I am going to manage my spending. No more than 20 bucks a week that should allow me to save a bit! And yeah I'm going to join the gym so that's gonna cost me some. And if i join dance/drama/volleyball again. But hopefully I can scrape together enough cash for next year. Especially if I manage to find a job at Myer! Need to find dress for Petes fomal. Need to get haircut. So yeah, lot's of things on my to do list!
hmm what else? I haven't caught up with friends in ages. I haven't seen Danielle, Peter, Steff or Alex in a while. Especially Peter, I havent seen him in yonks. I'm feeling rather anti-social. I saw Pete all of yesterday. I feel like I kinda wasted a day. Funnily enough I don't know if i still like him. I mean, I like him... But i just don't find myself crazy about him. I'm trying my best to like him alot. It's an effort... :S
Mmm...
The guy at the coffee club winked at me today :)
ahhh life is sweet.
Her attitude towards the course is weird as well. I guess I have to take into consideration that she must be less mature than me... She really looks about my age though. I guess I feel intimidated that she seems to be starting his course so young and that i'm like... old and weird and have my own reasons for doing the course.
I also realised today, my shirt was just way too small... I mean I'm really tall but small on top that the shirt fits snugly (size medium, im usually a size small) but it's REALLY high. Then i realised that the medium is like one of those shirts that if u sweat it shows through (cos of the material and the colour) and then i also realised that everyone seemed to be wearing shirts that were larger than them, so i was like :S ok i need a bigger size. lol
The teacher who is teching us the stuff isn't very nice... She's an indian scary old lady (who didn't like the size of my shirt she commented lol I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE IT) I talked to her briefly outside of class atmosphere. She is a beauty therapist. She doesn't specialise in make-up. she says she really doesn't mind doing it (she always gets put teaching make-up), but she likes beauty therapy more. She asked me why I wanted to do make-up. And I blabbed and blabbed and blabbed as i usually do. I think i scared/bored her. hahahah I'm such a blabber mouth, seriously. It's been pretty bad lately (you can tell cos i've actually UPDATED my livejournal) maybe it's when I'm happy I talk alot. I haven't been as content as I am now. But today really seemed to nerve me.
This chick did my make up and she caked on SOOOO much. You could eat it off my face with a spoon. And the techer and her friend were like ohh it looks good! I was like :|:|:| I look like a freak. hahahah oh well. I hope I do better than her. hahah
I ran into glenn at the busstop today! He looked funny with his recently cut short hair and new piercing. It's really unnoticable; which is good I guess... must mean it suits him. Not that I thouht it wouldn't but hey.
On another note, I am going to manage my spending. No more than 20 bucks a week that should allow me to save a bit! And yeah I'm going to join the gym so that's gonna cost me some. And if i join dance/drama/volleyball again. But hopefully I can scrape together enough cash for next year. Especially if I manage to find a job at Myer! Need to find dress for Petes fomal. Need to get haircut. So yeah, lot's of things on my to do list!
hmm what else? I haven't caught up with friends in ages. I haven't seen Danielle, Peter, Steff or Alex in a while. Especially Peter, I havent seen him in yonks. I'm feeling rather anti-social. I saw Pete all of yesterday. I feel like I kinda wasted a day. Funnily enough I don't know if i still like him. I mean, I like him... But i just don't find myself crazy about him. I'm trying my best to like him alot. It's an effort... :S
Mmm...
The guy at the coffee club winked at me today :)
ahhh life is sweet.