Jul 18, 2007 15:43
It's always an interesting day when you wake up crying and screaming, "I fucking hate you!" My own screams woke me up this morning. Poor Lola-girl, she kept licking my face. Then I couldn't stop petting and hugging her because in my nightmare Lola died.
I was strapped to a hospital bed and Lola was sitting on my lap. My dad was there and I wouldn't give him something so he glued Lola's eyes shut and her put the glue in her nose. Then, despite my screams and objections, dad started to dissect her. Obviously he killed her. Then he turned on me and was injecting me with some sort of poison. That's when I woke myself up by literally screaming out loud, "I fucking hate you!"
What a nice family dream. Jesus.
I've been playing with my Lola-girl for a better part of the day. I took her down to the lake and she was running circles in the grass. It was cute. She was also trying to check out the fish. The fish are bigger than her so I get a little nervous when she goes near them, lol.
Anyway, I've got work tonight. I
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