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In the world of Andrea things are taking an interesting turn. I chopped my hair off. Literally, it is the shortest I've ever had it in my life and I cannot fit any of it into a pony tail or anything. It's weird having hair that doesn't even reach my shoulders. It is extremely curly and pretty though. Sylvia said I looked like Shirley Temple, hah. So I'm trying to make many changes in my life. Again.
I need to take charge of my life because I'm seriously slipping back into numbness and depression. I haven't had desire to do anything at all. Just getting out of bed is a hassle. I've missed a day of school AND work, which is completely unheard of for me, so I need to get back on track.
Since I've been having such difficulties lately with the depression my pyschiatrist increased my dosage for me. I totally freaked out though because he increased it 20mg instead of the regular 10mg. So now I'm worried to take the higher dosage since just the 10mg dosage makes me really sick for a few days. Great. I haven't picked up my new prescription yet so we'll see how this goes. Annnnd because of the dosage increase I have to go see Ann again. That was the end of the line for today and I broke. It's like O god, no. I've come full circle! I made an appointment for next thursday to talk with Ann. I'm dreading it. I do not want to go, but Dr. Pierce highly recommended that I do it. Gah. I wasn't going to, but Joe talked me into calling before I could back out. Fate wanted me too because I was like well I don't have her number any more. Joe was like O yah? One of Ann's cards was on the floor next to my computer desk. I was like ooo. Pout.
So yah. Things are going well with Joe though. He's all moved in and happily installed in my house. That's a positive change. I'm also changing other things. Leslie and I are going to start working out twice a week. That starts tomorrow. We're going to go to Delta to the fitness center. This should be fun.
Now if I can just kick the over sleeping and sadness things will be a lot better. Hmm. That's all for now.
I need to take charge of my life because I'm seriously slipping back into numbness and depression. I haven't had desire to do anything at all. Just getting out of bed is a hassle. I've missed a day of school AND work, which is completely unheard of for me, so I need to get back on track.
Since I've been having such difficulties lately with the depression my pyschiatrist increased my dosage for me. I totally freaked out though because he increased it 20mg instead of the regular 10mg. So now I'm worried to take the higher dosage since just the 10mg dosage makes me really sick for a few days. Great. I haven't picked up my new prescription yet so we'll see how this goes. Annnnd because of the dosage increase I have to go see Ann again. That was the end of the line for today and I broke. It's like O god, no. I've come full circle! I made an appointment for next thursday to talk with Ann. I'm dreading it. I do not want to go, but Dr. Pierce highly recommended that I do it. Gah. I wasn't going to, but Joe talked me into calling before I could back out. Fate wanted me too because I was like well I don't have her number any more. Joe was like O yah? One of Ann's cards was on the floor next to my computer desk. I was like ooo. Pout.
So yah. Things are going well with Joe though. He's all moved in and happily installed in my house. That's a positive change. I'm also changing other things. Leslie and I are going to start working out twice a week. That starts tomorrow. We're going to go to Delta to the fitness center. This should be fun.
Now if I can just kick the over sleeping and sadness things will be a lot better. Hmm. That's all for now.