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[ayumeg]

This entry is P U B L I C. Because you are so gone from any "friend" list of mine.

Before I even begin, let me make clear that I've tried to stay out of your business. I tried to not even comment on your ridiculous spat with Alex, save for when you said false things about my sister (whom I love so very much.) I tried to just let you handle it.

But

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[a2thelexlg]

I don't even know why I am going to comment, seeing as EVERYONE who is associated with you will attack me. I'm tired of the fighting, the drama, and the games. So I will defend myself, and be done with all of it.

The whole comment at the mall was untrue. Regardless of whether or not you believe it, I never said that you guys were making us look bad. I am NOT like that, never have been. I LIKED Alex. But that's all water under the bridge seeing as no one will defend me that was there. Caitlin TOLD me that she only liked him "25% of the time." Ask her.

I DID in fact act quite immaturely last night, because I was FUMING mad at the whole situation, and you were there, and it happened. I was wrong about that. But stuff happens.

I don't know where you have gotten my whole life revolves around alcohol, failed relationships, and jerking around (not quite sure what you mean by "jerking around.") I am a 17 year old teenager, one who is popular amoung her friends, so yes I do date, and have fun. I DO in fact have purpose in my life. I see that, as does God. I would love to know how everyone gets the fact that i've had NUMEROUS boyfriends. 1.Kenny. 2. Joe. DAMN I'M A SLUT! Seeing as I never slept with either of them. Hold me back. Lol.

When was the last time I stepped foot into church? Well, that would be last Sunday. And the Sunday before that. And before that. Hmm just because I don't go to your church, doesn't mean I don't go. Keep that in mind. I don't hide behind Christianity at all. I mess up. Alot. I cursed pretty badly last night. But I keep going forward. And i'm tired of all of this. I am not a hypocrite, and my friends, (the ones who KNOW me), know I am better than this. I have friends, Megan. Yes I have some superficial friends, but my closest ones are in fact TRUE. They do not base our friendship on "alcohol" and such.

I can assure you that you will not get an apology from me, why? Because I am not wrong. I am glad that you have friends that stand behind you, because I do too. I have friends that would DIE for me. If that was meant as a threat, i'm sorry, I took it as a joke. I did not make a mistake that will come back to haunt me. Remember that.

Uhm, who said Caitlin was on my side? I TOLD her that she NEEDS to be on your side, because you are her SISTER, and blood is stronger than any bond you can ever had. Don't believe me, ask her. I will not argue a whos right and whos wrong point though, because it is, in fact, pointless.

I never said I defend you and your whole GROUP. I said I defended Alex at the BEGINNING, because I had no reason to dislike him. You must have taken everything I said and ran with it, because it is not true. Wal*Mart employees? Nah never said anything. I did tell my friends that work there, two of them, but that would be it.

I never wanted to control you Megan EVER. And i'm sorry that you were jealous of me. But it's not MY fault. And yes I do have a temper, a pretty bad one. WOW, Alex has something to work on. And I have been. So i'm being judged now, after you treated it like it was one of the deadly sins when I supposedly judged? Hmm.

As I said before, do not look out for me. I do not need it. I have my back covered. And yes I do type "u" because I suck at typing. Lol. So that does not make me look stupid.

It sure is nice that you throw in my face how all of my relationships go to hell. It's called not meeting the right one yet. Not like I WANT to yet, i'm 17. Marriage is far off. I did not control Joe, or Kenny, despite what you think. And yes I was taught that. I don't need lessons from you.

Nice metaphor, btw. Loved it. Hmm maybe THAT'S why everyone loves me, because i'm a bitch? Nope, not it. Try again.

So I finished my task. Quite well, may I add, because most of what you said was shot to hell. And the whole time, I was truthful.

Think about what exactly? I'm done, and I will never be scared of you. So go ahead, defend yourself for once in your life.

P.S. Alex doesn't scare me, or his wrath. Do they have supernatural powers or something in the "Celtic" religion? Because you sure do have a lot of faith in him.

[neoceltic12]

wow....im almost able to think that youve been speaking truthfully....if not for the fact that youve contridicted yourself so many times it shocks! im such a happy person when im ranting! im not sure i want to right now....but ill try! umm first off youve got the wrong damn religion if you thinks I can do supernatural stuff in the way your thinking. not to mention its not my style, i go for the kill when i pray to Odin. you are thinking more in terms of Wicca, which is a decendant of Celtism. im not a wiccan, thats more will, Kev, Bribri, and andrews thing. they curse/bless/toture people all the time! ya know who Mrs Krons was right? yeah that was TOTALLY brian. he almost killed his daddy too! but he counter jinxed it so ithat his dad liveded in the surgury. yeah i know i cants spell lived that way, i just like to! im not preppy or tarded so i can do that XP ok im gonna start my elipsed version of my rant!!! actually. no im not. ill do this later, BYE!!!!!!!!

[a2thelexlg]

how exactly have i contradicted myself? please enlighten me.

[ayumeg]

Alright, Kenny and Joe are not the only guys you've dated.
What about Chris, who you claimed to be so in love with? And all the other people that you've dated on and off? And the person you're with now?

And you're obviously not done with it as you're still commenting.

It's hilarious; so many people are coming up to me asking for my LJ url so they can see you get what you deserve.

Oh, and my apologies about the church thing; I didn't realize you still went. I was wrong about that.

So go ahead, defend yourself for once in your life.

Wow...don't worry; I am.

I skipped so much but I honestly don't care about what you said so I'm not even going to acknowledge it.

[ayumeg]

And Celtism isn't the religion that I have faith in.
It's Alex, because I know he'd do anything for me.