I was just scanning back through my previous posts, and I realize that anyone reading this journal is getting a Thomas Bowdler version of my life. In a way, this is a good thing, because a vast amount of my life is objectionable, especially to me. In a different and disturbing way, it's just not reality ( Read more... )

Did the end of the year sneak up on anyone else? 'Cause I definitely wasn't ready for that crap. Pretty much, the month of December saw all hell break loose in my life, and I consider myself extremely lucky to have survived the chaos and panic ( Read more... )

Hurry, hurry, hurry ( Read more... )

Because life isn't hard enough...now there's a baby on the way that doesn't deserve the life it'll get. Why, God, do you allow stupid and cruel and basically incapable people to conceive? Why inflict that childhood on an innocent, condemning them to a live no better than their parents ( Read more... )

Great song, thanks Rollo ( Read more... )

So...lots has changed since my last post...LOTS ( Read more... )

Lord, I can't thank you enough ( Read more... )

I honestly believe I could life the rest of my life without writing another term paper...too bad I'm not dropping out of college...*hmm ( Read more... )

So...oddly enough, the roller coaster of "Just a Ride" has begun to morph into a real life for me. I think I'm making the transition from fictional life to real life...I'm gonna be a real girl! (Think Pinocchio, not sex-change). In the spirit of that ( Read more... )

So many things have happened lately; I kinda feel like I'm running through a field and thorns on the briars and brambles are catching at my skin, pulling and tearing until I bleed. Not a lot, really, they're only scratches, but they still sting; not enough to bring tears to my eyes, not enough to really mention, but enough that they will leave ( Read more... )