road to my heart ~
When I was kid, I let the “guys” do anything to me. Somehow, I know it’s wrong, I let it be.
As I was teenager, I get scare easily on what these guys could do to me.Not only because they could force me, because I’ll let them do it.
I really dun want to do that, I angry and hate myself. But the least thing to worried, my life is already ruin.
No hope, nobody care.
In between I force myself to forget everything, start new life.but, this is not how it should be.
I should forgive myself 1st .and accepts the truth; believe in me that I won’t do anything stupid.
I always am so positive and bright. But I do have the darker side of me.
As I was teenager, I get scare easily on what these guys could do to me.Not only because they could force me, because I’ll let them do it.
I really dun want to do that, I angry and hate myself. But the least thing to worried, my life is already ruin.
No hope, nobody care.
In between I force myself to forget everything, start new life.but, this is not how it should be.
I should forgive myself 1st .and accepts the truth; believe in me that I won’t do anything stupid.
I always am so positive and bright. But I do have the darker side of me.