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I think the best thing for me right now, is to cool it and stay away from some people for awhile. I've screwed up everything good in my life and I don't think that I can fix it anymore. So if I don't talk to you, don't be offended, I'm not trying to be selfish or anything, I'm just hate myself and what I am. I'm not what everyone thinks I am. I have a horrible past that constintly haunts me and I think that's why I'm acting like this. I'm sorry for those I'm hurting or that I've hurt. I any of you are mad at me, I can completely understand. It's not anyone's fault but my own. I really wish that I did move to milford instead of here..I messed up again.
I can't talk to a conseler or my parents cause they don't believe me about what happened when I was in 3rd grade, they think that I made it up. Well here's a news flash for everyone. I didn't make that up. It took me 5 and a half years to tell someone. I told my friend in 8th grade and then Officer Roy in 9th. My friends supported me into telling an adult and when I did, I got blown in the face. I'm not telling anyone anything anymore. I'm so stupid to tell people things...
Ian, I'm sorry..
I can't talk to a conseler or my parents cause they don't believe me about what happened when I was in 3rd grade, they think that I made it up. Well here's a news flash for everyone. I didn't make that up. It took me 5 and a half years to tell someone. I told my friend in 8th grade and then Officer Roy in 9th. My friends supported me into telling an adult and when I did, I got blown in the face. I'm not telling anyone anything anymore. I'm so stupid to tell people things...
Ian, I'm sorry..