LASTS:
Last Cigarette: bout an hour ago.
Last Car Ride: going to get more cigarettes
Last Kiss: july 10th
Last Good cry: monday cheif was doing semaphore i  made fun of him and did the YMCA and Captain either yelled at me or made fun of me either way i started crying i was laughing so hard

Last Library Book: hahahaha idk how long ago did I quit that job ( Read more... )

Think I put myself into a diabetic coma this morning. Feel all ulgh inside.

So saturday was pretty amazing.

I trained all morning than we got a call of some dude on a fishing boat offshore who was having heart problems.

so we went and found him. put the sick fuck on our boat. He'd puked all over himself by than and was pretty nasty. (btw we think he ( Read more... )

New York. As if 6 bucks a pack werent enough for smokes they just went up 1.25 ( Read more... )

I hate having to pay for oranges.

I hate that if I go to the grocery store in slippers, people look at me like I'm naked. What The Fuck is the big deal? Why is getting food a fucking beauty pagent?

I hate ginzo's.

Everything else is getting better I guess.

Been on the water a total of 23 hours from saturday-monday.

Good air shows.

F-22's are

Got my truck (and my Dad) friday. went to CT saw my Dad's side of the family.

Bought a skateboard.

I'm feeling really good.

I've got this week planned out perfectly to get everything done.

I'm pretty excited!

I keep thinking about how bad I've fucked up in the past 2 years.

All the stupid things I did, for absolutely no reason.

How I ruined so many good things because I'm afraid something might actually go right for a change.

How do you fix things with people when your over 1,000 miles away from them?

Some people are on my mind everyday.

They won't talk to ( Read more... )

 I sat down for a minute outside.

A little bird came and sat next to me.

I looked down at it, and it looked me right in the eye.

It's 1 45 in the morning.

I have a farmers tan. It's probably the worst thing about being in the Coast Guard. Well, that and all the studying, but that's my fault cause I'm slow. It's 0011 I get to stand 4 hours of goregous watch making sure no one is trying to radio us or kill us and our boats stay afloat. I feel real bad my alarm didn't go off so I was late for watch.  ( Read more... )