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Jan 09, 2009 16:42

It's a girl. she's a girl.
She's my girl. My little girl. My little little unborn girl.
My child. My daughter. The sound of it rolls on my tongue like the sweetest of the melody.
It's a girl. I'm having a girl.
And I can't help but picture her face in my head. Even if I've never seen her.
I mean... she's my daughter. It's funny.
It's like... I don't know. Like I know her. Like I've always known her.
I'm her mother! God, I'm going to be a mother. Her mother!
I feel like the luckiest woman alive.
I used to think you don't get to know your children until they're born.
I was wrong.
You don't need to meet your children. You know them from the very start.
It's like an old friend. Someone you met even before your birth.
But you two grew apart. And you forgot about her.
But then, you remember her. And it's like you've never been apart.
I love her. I love her more than anything. I feel like I know her.
She's my daughter.
I'll have a baby girl!
I hope, I know, she'll be nothing like me.
She won't have to work before the legal age. She won't stay up all night in some dark gas station. She won't get drunk alone.
She'll be beautiful. She'll be perfect.
She'll make me proud. I'm already so proud...
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