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Today I went back to school.
Well... well... what can I say?
Last time I saw them, few of them knew I was pregnant and that I moved in my very much older boyfriend.
They, of course, didn't like my choose.
But that was ok. If one of my friends were in my shoes and I was in theirs, I'll do the same.
I'll say things like "hey, how did you put yourself in that situation? Stop the pregnancy and stop fucking around!".
If asked, I would have gladly took them to the doctor! And I would have gone straight to the baby's father to say something like "leave her alone! She's too young for you!"
But... it's me.
And when I got pregnant, I thought... that I couldn't kill my baby and I couldn't leave my man.
And being me, I went to school like nothing had happened.
But... this time... everybody could see I was pregnant. Two weeks had passed since they last saw me.
So... I just said it.
Yep, I'm pregnant, got problems with that?
My teachers were shocked.
One of them even gave me a hug!!! XD
A lot of people hurt me today.
A lot of them surprised me.
But why, when the day ends, I can remember only the hurtful words? The glares?
Why the hugs couldn't save me from the pain of hundreds abuses?
Guess we never know, right?