What a difference a day makes!
Last night I was feeling alone and isolated, and today, I spent a wonderful 7 hours in Madison. I had a BLAST at the Marquette Neighborhood Association's Marquette Waterfront Festival!! Took lots of pictures, listened to some great music, and got a lovely little bottle of frankincense perfume for only $5! Not to mention spending time with a few of my friends, and how wonderful that made me feel. AND...I got a great massage from
madisonmassage shortly after I got to the festival, which definitely helped me be more relaxed and receptive to the positive vibrations flowing through the crowd. He was doing it for donations to the neighborhood association. And he is good at what he does! :)
Now, I am back home, tired, full from dinner, and content. Last night, I had gone to bed at midnight, but didn't fall asleep, and got back up at two am, then got up to write down the thoughts I had been having, some of which I felt I were quite insightful. Like a fool I wrote them here on Live Journal, but closed out the post without completing it, and lost every word that I had written. I went to bed about 4 am, woke up at 6, then dozed on and off til 8 am, when I got up and started my day.
I used some of the energy manipulation that I thought about last night to keep myself charged up, but later today the energy got moved around in a whole different, MUCH better way! And now, my whole state of mind is SOOOO improved. I just need to write some of my thoughts down so that I can remember them when I feel low again. But not tonight.
I have been watching "Six Degrees of Separation", and have "Meet the Spartans" as a backup, but I am so sleepy, and my eyes will hardly stay open. I do believe I will not have any problem with staying awake tonight.