Aug 06, 2010 19:05
I wish I could know what kind of test this is. To put someone in my life that makes me feel again, only to separate us so shortly after, seems amazing and cruel at the same time.
She's the best thing to happen to me in years. She's helped me find faith in love and emotions and myself.
What am I supposed to do when there aren't any realistic options that end up the way I want them to? Not that I absolutely know how things will end up or what will happen... but this is hurting so much.
"...don't go." That's all it took from her mouth to completely make my entire body stop for a few seconds and for my head to fill up with every emotion and thought possible.
2 years: Vancouver, baby spider monkeys (or other cute baby animals), Waverly, gay parades, advertising jobs, bike rides, adventures, love, never ending laughing, real happiness.