2009, why you got to be like that?
So since basically New Years I have been battling illness, which i guess has been everyones lot in life the last two weeks, or at least everyone I know. I am pretty sure I have a wicked sinus infection and will find out in a little bit after I visit the doctors. I can't really swallow, or I can but it is really painful and my whole mouth is basically swollen. As I proclaimed to Julie Kraisler last night on the phone "I just want to be able to Swallow!" Seriously I could be stuffy as all hell but I would be happy, when something effects my throat though I actually really consider killing myself. It doesn't help that with not being able to swallow comes not being able to sleep because you can't swallow and then waking up whenever you do because it hurts. UGH! Also I have been sleeping really shitty because I have been having really weird dreams which I can only imagine are a part of the veritable drug cocktail I have been taking every night before and duringn bed which include: nightquil, IB Proferin, Alieve, anti histamine, menthol cough drops, etc, etc. Last night I dreamed about completing army missions and being a fashion designer/recluse and the night before I am pretty sure Michael Jackson was involved in some capacity. UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH I HATE SICK.