DELTA continues to drag.
I swear to Cthulu if I didn't need this qualification...
So I used a different provider for M3 and it had been okay. Things have been going slow because I'm in the middle of a depression related slump which is either part of or contributing to my apathy right now so I've been balancing that against the need to put in assignment time and it had been mostly going but I haven't pushed too hard because I don't need to make the apathy worse. Then I had to put some stuff back last week because at work I'm the one that always gets dispatched if someone needs dispatching which meant I couldn't do a bunch of surveying I needed to do on my students. So I sent a message to my tutor and just egads. She wrote back about how I should make my own schedule because I'm off the one the course laid out to make sure I get things done and how I need to talk to my workplace to get them to set aside time for me to work on it and just.
I planned my schedule weeks ago. I'm on top of things, apart from the set back because I planned and I'll be back on track by the end of the week. Urgh, I'm expending quite a bit of capital with work already to do this training and I'm self funding it as well. Just, it feels so presumptive. I know she doesn't know all the BS I'm having to deal with, I'm just so disappointed because so far the tutor had been understanding and helpful and now she goes and makes me feel crappy and talks down to me like I'm not an adult.
I need to push through and clean up the second part draft by the end of tomorrow at the latest. But its going to suck.
In related news, M2 continues to be a bunch of hurdles I'm forced to slam my face into. I got a very patronizing message from them the other day and I'm so tired of being treated like a whiner because I needed clarification on their polices and that I still haven't heard about the orientation course centre that's already been decided and that I may have to give them more money because there's no mentors anywhere near me.
So I used a different provider for M3 and it had been okay. Things have been going slow because I'm in the middle of a depression related slump which is either part of or contributing to my apathy right now so I've been balancing that against the need to put in assignment time and it had been mostly going but I haven't pushed too hard because I don't need to make the apathy worse. Then I had to put some stuff back last week because at work I'm the one that always gets dispatched if someone needs dispatching which meant I couldn't do a bunch of surveying I needed to do on my students. So I sent a message to my tutor and just egads. She wrote back about how I should make my own schedule because I'm off the one the course laid out to make sure I get things done and how I need to talk to my workplace to get them to set aside time for me to work on it and just.
I planned my schedule weeks ago. I'm on top of things, apart from the set back because I planned and I'll be back on track by the end of the week. Urgh, I'm expending quite a bit of capital with work already to do this training and I'm self funding it as well. Just, it feels so presumptive. I know she doesn't know all the BS I'm having to deal with, I'm just so disappointed because so far the tutor had been understanding and helpful and now she goes and makes me feel crappy and talks down to me like I'm not an adult.
I need to push through and clean up the second part draft by the end of tomorrow at the latest. But its going to suck.
In related news, M2 continues to be a bunch of hurdles I'm forced to slam my face into. I got a very patronizing message from them the other day and I'm so tired of being treated like a whiner because I needed clarification on their polices and that I still haven't heard about the orientation course centre that's already been decided and that I may have to give them more money because there's no mentors anywhere near me.