did i mention how much i love it here?

[awinner]

So its weird but I've called USC home a lot recently. Its not as if I don't feel like SP isn't home, but I guess I feel like I have two homes. So I have this odd feeling of missing one but being perfectly content with the other. I feel like I've known these people forever and it's been what, 3 weeks? Ridiculous. For example, (sorry I'm in essay writing mode haha) yesterday Tim told me that he missed me cause he hadn't seen me in a while. I saw him the night before... only for a couple of minutes though cause we both went away over the weekend. I missed everyone here when I went away too. Also, I hadn't seen Mark all weekend so when I saw him last night I got a big hug. When Ashley and I got back Sunday night from VT everyone seemed so happy to see us... I just can't get over it. I love it.

It's weird though because I haven't really met people in my classes... people just don't talk. It's awkward.

Anyway, I do miss people back home too. Somtimes I miss them a lot more than others. I can't win!

I know it's ridiculous that I'm writing this so early in the morning.. But thats when I get things done around here - less distractions.

I really like the song kiss the rain right now.
"kiss the rain, whenever you need me
kiss the rain, whenever I'm gone too long
if your lips feel lonely and thirsty
kiss the rain, and wait for the dawn
keep in mind, we're under the same sky
and the night's as empty for me as for you..."

I know its a sad song but, I don't know, maybe its all the rain recently... but it makes me feel a lot closer to those people I miss.