Mar 31, 2010 15:23
Still a little bummed everyone's going places for break but me, but when I step back and try not to be annoyed, and try to remember all I know about compassion rather than jealousy, it's still pretty nice. Even funny. A couple I know went down to San Diego without telling anyone. Spencer and Michelle are already there. Couples are cute... I would be jealous, but San Diego is only really my scene if lots of drugs and booze are involved, and I'm getting a little burnt out on that mindset.
Speaking of which, I've decided not to smoke from 4/20 to 5/20... which is perfect! Not just for the obvious reasons, but 4/20 is the day after we return from Coachella AND 5/20 is the day of my last final! Sensational! I'm really looking forward to a break, and the sensation of having it out of my system and starting over with my tolerance (ie: saving money and tissue).
And I sort of hate to admit it, but Darrin might be right. Whatever will in all likeliness happen between us will be... serious. And he knows he's not ready for it... I'm just a little more willing to squander it away because of our differing worldviews. I love hanging out with him now, especially since we've put the physical stuff on hold. Which makes me reaaaally excited for Coachella... which will be a haven of a date for people like us.
THOUGH I'M SUPER EXCITED FOR COACHELLA ANYWAY GAAAAH!!! I can't even wrap my head around how much I love the lineup this year. And camping is gonna be reaaaally fun too... I'm so ridiculously stoked! Though a tad more organization is needed... whatever, I don't really wanna take care of stuff to a T, just make sure the people to seats in cars ratio is fine. It's a small adventure but I like it!
Compassion, compassion, compassion. Let other people have their fun, and enjoy being broke. I just got back from India, went on an adventure to NorCal since, and am on my way to Coachella, Indio party trip in the beginning of the summer... Missouri, Miami, and hopefully whatever other camping or what not people are up for.