i hate myself

[awesome_saucey]

i hate me i hate me i hate me.

HATE.

WHHYYY do I keep making the mistake of pouring my heart out to people?? WHY WHY WHY?????? It always ruins everything no matter what.

I just wish someone would do it to me for once. And you know, not break my heart around a year later. That would be nice.

I'm an idiot.

But I like the way I stated it here, too:

"look
i just get it out all at once
like i did just now
i cried, and so now im free to just start something new
i just want some time to myself
im just... stupidly romantic
ridiculously horribly stupidly
and i always end up regretting it
but its who i am
...sorry"

oh, facebook...