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blah. i'm angry. i feel irrationally angry and pissed off. i mean, given any other time, i wouldn't feel this pissed off about something. but i dunno what it is... i am like OHMYGODILLFUCKINGRIPYOURFACEOFF angry. and my eyes sting like i want to cry. but for fucking what?! i mean, there is my primary this is why i am kind of mad reason, and i would just be that; kind of mad. it's probably just today. i dunno. i woke up pissed off. then i went back to sleep. and woke up pissed off again. i even had a really violent dream during my little nap. this girl i used to be friends with in elementary school stole money from me. and i was so mad. so we started beating each other up. and then it turned into a hunt. i was looking for her all around spring high. we would find each other and a good punch in the face would ensue. then i would end up in some weird class and lie and say i had to go do something and keep looking for her. then during our last encounter, i pulled her down the stairs, broke her legs, beat the crap out of her, and got my money back. it was weird. it felt so real too. crazyness... that's what it is. i wish i would have wrote it down when i woke up, because lots of other stuff happened in the dream but i just can't seem to remember it all. so yeah.
i've decided to go to louisiana tomorrow. because i just don't want to be here.
so i need to take a shower, do laundry, and go to sleep so i can get up semi early.
i've decided to go to louisiana tomorrow. because i just don't want to be here.
so i need to take a shower, do laundry, and go to sleep so i can get up semi early.