and I think its beacuse she is mocking my identiy 6:36pmKateri
THAT FUCKING BITCH - HOW DARE SHE PRETEND TO KNOW WHAT SHE HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN TO EXPERIENCE?! AND THEN PROCEED TO INFORM YOU THAT YOU ARE THE WRONGLY "PRJOECTING" WHAT GAY SHOULD BE!!! IT'S NOT AS IF THERE IS A RIGHT OR WRONG WAY TO BE A CERTAIN TYPE OF SEXUALITY AND IF THAT WHORE COULD JUST SEE PAST HER FAT FUCK-FACE, SHE WOULD REALIZE THAT SHE IS GRASPING FOR STRAWS, TRYING TO FIT IN AND BELONG SOMEWHERE, WHERE OBVIOUSLY SHE IS UTTERLY AND COMPLETELY DILUTED. 6:37pmALi
exacly - and I am just so mad about it.
and I know that its silly beacuse I am in such a better mental spot than she is 6:37pmKateri
And you have every right to be. I would be as well - it makes me mad even hearing about it 6:38pmALi
but I just feel like she is dis-crediting my sexuality, and its just hard 6:39pmKateri
No, but it's understandable. You ARE comfortable with who you are, and with your sexuality, and then this little whore comes in and essentially tells you how to be you, as if your sexuality catagorizes you to be a certain way. It would be the same thing if she were straight, and she came up to me and told me that I am bad at being straight because I don't go speed dating or something (yea that's a bit stretching it there, but somewhat) 6:40pmALi
but its true
I just have not been this mad in such a long time. and for raven to do it - kills me, it would be one thing if it was someone else but raven... I hate her...
and she is making me this mad is just not fair 6:43pmALi
beign gay is one of the smallest minority in the world. and what makes it so hard is you cant SEE if someone is gay or not... and you can' prove if your really are gay of if it is just a phase...
and I just ... hate it some days... and for Raven to just walk in and treat me like a 'want-to-be' is so hard.
I hate it. sometimes and for her to almost 'chose' is so beyond me 6:44pmKateri
It's not fair, because unfortunately, Raven is too retarded to even see how wrong she is - but then she's always been like that. Sadly, you have to just wait. Because you KNOW one of these days it will all catch up with her. Her stupidity, her naivety, her arrogance, her assumptions...they'll catch up with her and make her realize how miserable she is. 6:45pmALi
but right know she is parting about her wedding day... and I am sitting here singel... just wanting someone to wake up next to... 6:46pmKateri
She's going through the motions - for her it IS about the label of being gay, and about being a part of that minority, and about that attention - she's not about it because it's a personal choice, and something she's decided for herself, because she feels that's how she's the happiest. She's doing it for the reaction, not the inner satisfaction. Be settled knowing that YOU are the real deal Ali, YOU know that you are gay and do not to wear a sign saying "I'm gay, look at me". YOU know who you are, and even though it's hard to essentially have her slap you in the face and tell you how wrong you are, you know it's the opposite
And she's been gay for what? 2 months? if that?
and she's getting married?
that girl is so miserable.
and she's going to be so miserable.
her marriage won't last.
being gay won't last. 6:48pmALi
yeah..
it so crazy thou 6:48pmKateri
she's going to wake up one day bitter, alone, angry and confused - she hasn't got one iota of thought of who she is. 6:48pmALi
your right. 6:49pmKateri
And I can completely and totally understand how frustrating it must be - it's not fair at all
But, throughout it all, you need to realize, and I'm going to keep telling you until you realize, how much BETTER of a person you are. How much stronger, kinder, smarter, more loving and confident person you are 6:50pmALi
I know I am so much better ...
but I have to go
THANK you
so much 6:51pmKateri
And it sucks that right now this (and I never say this, so, mark it down) CUNT is insulting you, telling you how to be and planning her wedding, while you are still single...it IS horseshit. But know that you are so much better 6:51pmALi
KAteri ... I feel so much better 6:51pmKateri
and throughout it all, and in the end as well, you will continue to be much better
and I think its beacuse she is mocking my identiy
6:36pmKateri
THAT FUCKING BITCH - HOW DARE SHE PRETEND TO KNOW WHAT SHE HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN TO EXPERIENCE?! AND THEN PROCEED TO INFORM YOU THAT YOU ARE THE WRONGLY "PRJOECTING" WHAT GAY SHOULD BE!!! IT'S NOT AS IF THERE IS A RIGHT OR WRONG WAY TO BE A CERTAIN TYPE OF SEXUALITY AND IF THAT WHORE COULD JUST SEE PAST HER FAT FUCK-FACE, SHE WOULD REALIZE THAT SHE IS GRASPING FOR STRAWS, TRYING TO FIT IN AND BELONG SOMEWHERE, WHERE OBVIOUSLY SHE IS UTTERLY AND COMPLETELY DILUTED.
6:37pmALi
exacly - and I am just so mad about it.
and I know that its silly beacuse I am in such a better mental spot than she is
6:37pmKateri
And you have every right to be. I would be as well - it makes me mad even hearing about it
6:38pmALi
but I just feel like she is dis-crediting my sexuality, and its just hard
6:39pmKateri
No, but it's understandable. You ARE comfortable with who you are, and with your sexuality, and then this little whore comes in and essentially tells you how to be you, as if your sexuality catagorizes you to be a certain way. It would be the same thing if she were straight, and she came up to me and told me that I am bad at being straight because I don't go speed dating or something (yea that's a bit stretching it there, but somewhat)
6:40pmALi
but its true
I just have not been this mad in such a long time. and for raven to do it - kills me, it would be one thing if it was someone else but raven... I hate her...
and she is making me this mad is just not fair
6:43pmALi
beign gay is one of the smallest minority in the world. and what makes it so hard is you cant SEE if someone is gay or not... and you can' prove if your really are gay of if it is just a phase...
and I just ... hate it some days... and for Raven to just walk in and treat me like a 'want-to-be' is so hard.
I hate it. sometimes and for her to almost 'chose' is so beyond me
6:44pmKateri
It's not fair, because unfortunately, Raven is too retarded to even see how wrong she is - but then she's always been like that. Sadly, you have to just wait. Because you KNOW one of these days it will all catch up with her. Her stupidity, her naivety, her arrogance, her assumptions...they'll catch up with her and make her realize how miserable she is.
6:45pmALi
but right know she is parting about her wedding day... and I am sitting here singel... just wanting someone to wake up next to...
6:46pmKateri
She's going through the motions - for her it IS about the label of being gay, and about being a part of that minority, and about that attention - she's not about it because it's a personal choice, and something she's decided for herself, because she feels that's how she's the happiest. She's doing it for the reaction, not the inner satisfaction. Be settled knowing that YOU are the real deal Ali, YOU know that you are gay and do not to wear a sign saying "I'm gay, look at me". YOU know who you are, and even though it's hard to essentially have her slap you in the face and tell you how wrong you are, you know it's the opposite
And she's been gay for what? 2 months? if that?
and she's getting married?
that girl is so miserable.
and she's going to be so miserable.
her marriage won't last.
being gay won't last.
6:48pmALi
yeah..
it so crazy thou
6:48pmKateri
she's going to wake up one day bitter, alone, angry and confused - she hasn't got one iota of thought of who she is.
6:48pmALi
your right.
6:49pmKateri
And I can completely and totally understand how frustrating it must be - it's not fair at all
But, throughout it all, you need to realize, and I'm going to keep telling you until you realize, how much BETTER of a person you are. How much stronger, kinder, smarter, more loving and confident person you are
6:50pmALi
I know I am so much better ...
but I have to go
THANK you
so much
6:51pmKateri
And it sucks that right now this (and I never say this, so, mark it down) CUNT is insulting you, telling you how to be and planning her wedding, while you are still single...it IS horseshit. But know that you are so much better
6:51pmALi
KAteri ... I feel so much better
6:51pmKateri
and throughout it all, and in the end as well, you will continue to be much better
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