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[awayatthemoment]

I hate her.

well any way--- after she found out I was gay

she started talking to me about being gay

and like how I was bad at it since I don't

wear shirts like ' your gf thinks I am hot'

or I don't belong to the Queer resouce center

so after weeks of this I just started avoiding her

so a few days ago she told me that I was supper cute and had such a great fastion and she wished she dressed like me

well then today there she is wearing pretty much my excate outfit from a few days ago

and I was pissed

maybe also becase it was day one of my period I don't know

but pissed beacuse here is this kinder-dyke telling me how to look to be ga

and she is just getting out of the closst

any way she turns around and tellls me she it getting married to her gf

and that I should come to her fucking wedding
what the fuck?

and I am not sure why I am so mad

maybe besacuse I feel liek she is using being gay as an exuse or what

but I don't know

I am jsut so made

beacuse I ahve bene out of the clsoet for so long and she what meet some bitch

and thtat hat

shes GAY

and MARRIEd

I ahve not had antyhign like that

so I am kind of jeolose but more feel like she it taking my identy and throwing it at my face

EXHALE

Right in my face- I love who I am and it has taken me so long to get ther eand for someone to just moke me right in my face is so angrivating ...

FUCK