So,
I think that after a few weeks of coexisting together rather peacefully Jake and I have discussed the prospect of continuing to live/be together. I think that right now I'd be ok with taking that road. It's not like I'm ready to settle down and get married myself, so it's ok that he's not either. I understand the prospect of him being the same way a year or two from now as he is at the moment. I may wake up later down the road realizing that he's still a waitor with no financial stability and that i could never settle down with him because i could never afford to take time off to have a baby if i ever wanted one. But all of that is so tentative that I can't justify throwing in the towel right now based on what i think might be the situation later. I'll deal with whether or not he's stable enough when I'm ready to settle down myself. For the time being, with the place my life is in and the way that he is with me, I feel that we could be ok.
In other news...i just got back from Target and Publix running some late errands and I feel like I'm going to pop a vein. There were screaming children, people being clumsy with their shopping carts etc EVERYWHERE. I thought that being there later on a Saturday night would have helped the crowd factor. Apparently a lot of Gainesville has their fun in department stores on weekend nights. Also, Margaret, if you're reading this: I seemingly don't have your phone number saved anywhere. I thought that I put it in but I don't even have the text message that you sent me a while back to save it from. So point being, it's 9 pm, I'm home and I haven't called you. I'm sorry for that.
Also, I need a haircut so badly but I HATE my hair. There is obviously no low maintenance haircut that I can get away with. My hair is so thick that simple layering which is supposed to give it more movement and make it so that it needs less styling only makes my hair look bigger because the layers puff out. Too much length makes my face look too long but I feel like I need length to weight it down other wise it puffs out more than anything else. If I go shoulder/neck length I need to like, straighten my hair and gloss it down every day to stop it from having that big puffy triangle look and that's such a pain in my ass. UGH. Fuck. Whatever.
I had a really long, bad week at work and I'm going to have the weekly meeting on Monday where I'm going to have to explain why so much shit went wrong. I'm trying not to let this ruin my weekend. I have nothing else to report on.
In other news...i just got back from Target and Publix running some late errands and I feel like I'm going to pop a vein. There were screaming children, people being clumsy with their shopping carts etc EVERYWHERE. I thought that being there later on a Saturday night would have helped the crowd factor. Apparently a lot of Gainesville has their fun in department stores on weekend nights. Also, Margaret, if you're reading this: I seemingly don't have your phone number saved anywhere. I thought that I put it in but I don't even have the text message that you sent me a while back to save it from. So point being, it's 9 pm, I'm home and I haven't called you. I'm sorry for that.
Also, I need a haircut so badly but I HATE my hair. There is obviously no low maintenance haircut that I can get away with. My hair is so thick that simple layering which is supposed to give it more movement and make it so that it needs less styling only makes my hair look bigger because the layers puff out. Too much length makes my face look too long but I feel like I need length to weight it down other wise it puffs out more than anything else. If I go shoulder/neck length I need to like, straighten my hair and gloss it down every day to stop it from having that big puffy triangle look and that's such a pain in my ass. UGH. Fuck. Whatever.
I had a really long, bad week at work and I'm going to have the weekly meeting on Monday where I'm going to have to explain why so much shit went wrong. I'm trying not to let this ruin my weekend. I have nothing else to report on.