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im only updating cuz i'm waiting for phillip to call on his break.
i fucking hate school. with a mother fucking passion. not even kidding.
im so done with it, i cant take it anymore, i have no desire for it.
im such a slacker this year, but the thing is, when i try i fucking fail.
ive NEVER failed at school before, i've always been honor roll.
this year i've gotten a c or d on at least every quarter, if not more.
right now, with like what 24 school days left.. which are counting exam days...
i have a 47.1 percent in algebra. a 57.7 in chemistry [yep, failing two classes] (sure, i have a test to make up in each, but really.. how much is that going to fucking help when i'll probably fail those too.) a 71.1 percent in spanish, and i have to make up 4 quizes and get 100% on all of them if i want a 89 b. and god only knows what i have in my two gov't classes.
im still playing volleyball, for now. but between work and vacations ir eally dont know if i'll have time. he said to make all the practicesi can and then kick ass at tryouts, but who knows. i suck. well not really, but yeah.
i want to lose fucking weight. and im so sick of saying it and not doing it. lksdgla;kdjg.
i HATE cecilia townsend. shes a little fucking bitch, and she better hope i never come within 10 feet of her. im not a fighter and never really fought, but i will put that little bitch in the hospital, especially on a day like today. i dont hate people, im not hateful. she is the ONE person i hate.
on the other hand, i LOVE phillip. it still hurts, it still feels like i just got home today. every time i smell clothes like him, or hear a song, i get an apple in my throat and can't swallow and just basicaly cry. i feel like i need him to hold me up right. everythings jsut annoying me and i just need him here, or me to be there really really bad. prom was fun, but we didnt stay long enough.
theres more but he just called so im guna be done now.
i fucking hate school. with a mother fucking passion. not even kidding.
im so done with it, i cant take it anymore, i have no desire for it.
im such a slacker this year, but the thing is, when i try i fucking fail.
ive NEVER failed at school before, i've always been honor roll.
this year i've gotten a c or d on at least every quarter, if not more.
right now, with like what 24 school days left.. which are counting exam days...
i have a 47.1 percent in algebra. a 57.7 in chemistry [yep, failing two classes] (sure, i have a test to make up in each, but really.. how much is that going to fucking help when i'll probably fail those too.) a 71.1 percent in spanish, and i have to make up 4 quizes and get 100% on all of them if i want a 89 b. and god only knows what i have in my two gov't classes.
im still playing volleyball, for now. but between work and vacations ir eally dont know if i'll have time. he said to make all the practicesi can and then kick ass at tryouts, but who knows. i suck. well not really, but yeah.
i want to lose fucking weight. and im so sick of saying it and not doing it. lksdgla;kdjg.
i HATE cecilia townsend. shes a little fucking bitch, and she better hope i never come within 10 feet of her. im not a fighter and never really fought, but i will put that little bitch in the hospital, especially on a day like today. i dont hate people, im not hateful. she is the ONE person i hate.
on the other hand, i LOVE phillip. it still hurts, it still feels like i just got home today. every time i smell clothes like him, or hear a song, i get an apple in my throat and can't swallow and just basicaly cry. i feel like i need him to hold me up right. everythings jsut annoying me and i just need him here, or me to be there really really bad. prom was fun, but we didnt stay long enough.
theres more but he just called so im guna be done now.