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so weird kid that i met ice skating is a stalker and kinda creeps me out
i had only talked to him once and he called me his girlfriend
too bad for him
i don't think so
i told him i had a boyfriend
i lied...does that make me a horrible person
maybe, but oh well
i miss him
not the ice skater
i don't know why, but i miss him more than ever today
it hurts sometimes
but other days i am fine without him
i wish everything in the world would change so we could be okay
maybe i was falling in love with him, i don't know...
i don't think i know what love is
i wish i did
then i would know what to do
i really want some coldstones
sounds so good
mmmm...lemon and raspberry sorbet with a sprite to drink
tastes like lemon ice
yummm
too bad i can't go today
that stinks
i was a pimp last night
it was funny
i looked like crap and was rolling silverware
sweating like an extremely large man
but they all still hit on me
how desperate can they be?
oh well...it made for an amusing night
i still went home alone
that happens a lot since him
i want to do something fun and crazy today
but i am too lazy to even get out of my pajamas
he calls them jammies....that always made me laugh
wow it sounds like he died or something
but i still talk to him every day
but its not the same
i don't say all this to anyone because they tell me not to care
that he isn't good
i tell them i know
but i don't
i still miss him
i am sorry
but maybe tomorrow will be different
who knows
maybe i will rent the notebook tonight
i loved the book, and heard the movie was good
maybe that is what i will do
then i don't have to get up and get ready
i can just stay like this all day
unless my dad gets in a mood and tells me to shower
i hate when that happens
he gets mad that i am still in my pajamas and won't let me do anything at all
not until i shower and get ready for the day
oh well...maybe i should take one
i want to be at my moms
i miss her too
i think that she is my best friend
i know that sounds cheesy, but she is
well her and maggie
maggie is a hottie... :)
prom 2005? haha we will get dates...i swear
well maybe
hopefully
haha...if not its you and me kiddo...
three day weekends throw me all out of whack
i love them
but they mess with me
too bad i still have to go to class tomorrow
that stinks
but all we are going to do is watch smoke signals
a movie about some Indians
it was written by Sherman Alexie
he is an Indian
so is my teacher
she is a wolf
haha...she told me that last week and it made my day
she wants me to try to find my animal guide
i don't think i will
i would probably be something really gross like a warthog or something
that would be funny
well enough for today
i have already wasted everyones valuable time
oh well
bye
i had only talked to him once and he called me his girlfriend
too bad for him
i don't think so
i told him i had a boyfriend
i lied...does that make me a horrible person
maybe, but oh well
i miss him
not the ice skater
i don't know why, but i miss him more than ever today
it hurts sometimes
but other days i am fine without him
i wish everything in the world would change so we could be okay
maybe i was falling in love with him, i don't know...
i don't think i know what love is
i wish i did
then i would know what to do
i really want some coldstones
sounds so good
mmmm...lemon and raspberry sorbet with a sprite to drink
tastes like lemon ice
yummm
too bad i can't go today
that stinks
i was a pimp last night
it was funny
i looked like crap and was rolling silverware
sweating like an extremely large man
but they all still hit on me
how desperate can they be?
oh well...it made for an amusing night
i still went home alone
that happens a lot since him
i want to do something fun and crazy today
but i am too lazy to even get out of my pajamas
he calls them jammies....that always made me laugh
wow it sounds like he died or something
but i still talk to him every day
but its not the same
i don't say all this to anyone because they tell me not to care
that he isn't good
i tell them i know
but i don't
i still miss him
i am sorry
but maybe tomorrow will be different
who knows
maybe i will rent the notebook tonight
i loved the book, and heard the movie was good
maybe that is what i will do
then i don't have to get up and get ready
i can just stay like this all day
unless my dad gets in a mood and tells me to shower
i hate when that happens
he gets mad that i am still in my pajamas and won't let me do anything at all
not until i shower and get ready for the day
oh well...maybe i should take one
i want to be at my moms
i miss her too
i think that she is my best friend
i know that sounds cheesy, but she is
well her and maggie
maggie is a hottie... :)
prom 2005? haha we will get dates...i swear
well maybe
hopefully
haha...if not its you and me kiddo...
three day weekends throw me all out of whack
i love them
but they mess with me
too bad i still have to go to class tomorrow
that stinks
but all we are going to do is watch smoke signals
a movie about some Indians
it was written by Sherman Alexie
he is an Indian
so is my teacher
she is a wolf
haha...she told me that last week and it made my day
she wants me to try to find my animal guide
i don't think i will
i would probably be something really gross like a warthog or something
that would be funny
well enough for today
i have already wasted everyones valuable time
oh well
bye