its been awhile
so I am snowed in, like most of you, and thought since I am so bored, now would be a good time to update. Lots has been going on in my life, lots of changes, lots of choices. Some decisions are still left to be made, but I am more excited about them now than scared. I want to live my life my way, and not for anyone else, and I am taking my time to make sure I make it that way. I am just learning so much right now, and there are so many things out there, and its just so intense and I don't know, it just makes me feel so alive. I am full of curiousity and excitement. I have my whole life ahead of me and it is just beginning and I have the choice to make the decisions that will make my life what I want it to be and it is just so incredible to feel like this. I don't know...life is just so full of everything right now, its hard to remember what it was like before all of this. I just love feeling this alive and in charge of my future. I have always feared it so much, but today I don't, and it is so insanely great that it is just unbelievable. I can do what I want with my life and it only matters to me and I love it! Ahh I don't know if any of you understand these feelings, but I just had to share!