(no subject)
so life has been pretty crazy lately. I had a complete breakdown and completely lost sight of who I am and what I believe in. Then I decided that all had to change and that I need to be a better person. In the process of beginning to try to be the person that I want to become, the rest of my world comes crashing down around me. I don't seem to have a best friend anymore because if I did, she would have gave a shit when I called her and needed help. Why did I need help? Because my dad is in the hospital. I know I have said a thousand times how much I hate my dad, but right now none of that matters. I just want him to be better. They don't know exactly what is wrong with him but he is really really sick and will be in the hospital at least for a couple more days while they try to figure out what is causing everything and try to fix it. Its bad enough that my mom had me stay home from school today though, so that worries me a lot. I just have to keep praying i guess. Please, anyone that prays, and even if you don't if you could just this one time, pray for him too. I need him to get better.