confusion sets in once again
So life is really great, and everything is doing great and I am really enjoying the fact that it is summer. The fact that it is summer though, is causing me to become terribly confused about something. With summer comes lots of time to relax and just be alone and sit and think and all those such things. Normally that is excellent and it helps me to become more i don't know, myself, i guess. Well thinking can be a bad thing too. When you are insecure about things and you have time to think, it tends to be all about the bad stuff about that situation and it becomes increasingly harder to find the good in it. I know things are good and I am happy, but I am thinking, and its making things so much harder. It is making me want to push away something good, and make me miss things I used to have. I don't want to miss things because it hurts too much, and I don't want to push things away because I know they make me happy just as long as I don't try to think about things too much. Its hard to explain without situations and names but I really don't think it would be a good idea to broadcast all of that. I am starting to get bored of summer and I need something to occupy my time so I don't spend the rest of the summer ruining the good things I have trying to get back things that will never come back. Well I think that is all I have to say for now. I hope everyone is having a lovely summer!