Jun 17, 2005 15:29
In the past week I:
1. Fell in love
2. Haven't been home
3. Broke into Southern and madeout with Caity in my dad's office chair
4. Almost had a 3some at Southern
5. Have gotten extremely drunk
6. Wanted to cut SOOO bad
7. Took a shower with a gay guy while my father was home
8. Hooked up with Caity in her boyfriend's bedroom
9. Hooked up with Caity in her boyfriend's mother's bedroom
10. Had LOTZ of sex with Caity in Pete's bed while he was in Philly
11. Had to carry Caity into the house after I realized she was unconscious in Alex's front yard
12. Gave Caity THE necklace
13. Was completely naked at Caity's boyfriend's dining room table
14. Dropped my summer classes
15. Scared the shit outta my mother when I called her when I was gonna cut
16. Had sex with Caity in Windsor on the rock that I painted FAITH+KASIA 1-27-04 TIL FOREVER MORE!
17. Had sex with Caity in Paris in the Windsor High parking lot.
18. LET CAITY DRIVE PARIS!
19. Realized that Caity's mother might hate me now cuz Caity came out to her the other day and told her we hooked up.
20. Got fingered while going 100 MPH on 91
21. Punched another gay guy in the face (Alex)
22. Have gotten 19 bracelets so far.
So much more shit has happened this week. Caity cut. I scratched. This is a thoroughly confusing situation. I love her though.
*me and Caity holding each other on the rock in Windsor*
Caity: What are you thinking?
Me: I'm thinking I'm letting go.