i see the sun shining thru

Dec 06, 2004 15:41

dark and gray is today
but i feel the sun somehow.....
ya know what i was thinking about today was how there are so many people ( including myself) that have soooooooo many aspirations, so many things they want to do , accomplish in their lifetime, and so few end up doing close to all of those things they dreamed of. Its sad to think about, because i wonder how it would ever even be possible to do all the things i want to do before i go... and so will many of my dreams remain dreams? why must i even spend the time i do dreaming of the things i dream of if they are dreams i could never reach?
but then i think.... having dreams, having desire to do things you are passionate about, good things... that is what keeps us all going. and really, though it seems impossible to be true, all things are possible. for we only know what we know, but there is so much we dont know. i believe that anything is possible. i think thru God we can do anything. because He can do anything, and He can give us the power to do anything. So i have come to the conclusion that even if all of my dreams seem too crazy to actually happen, i am going to reach for them anyhow, chase 'em down, because they are what keep me going. And with God i can do anything..... so why not dream big, ya know? i want to travel the world. We'll see what happens, but i am going for it... and who knows my dreams might change.
i look around me at every person and i am amazed, how every one is completely different, and everyone has their own passions, desires, dreams.. they are in their own worlds, their own reality...their own thoughts, beliefs, and deiscions control their physical actions... its really amazing. I believe that every person has the power to do anything, if they have God helping them. i love people. its so hard for me because i love people so much that i too openly love everyone as a brother and sister, and it backfires on me in a bad way alot of times because i can be too nice.
This whole journal things pretty rad but its making me not write in my actual journal in my room. My journal getting mad at me! typing is alot easier to pour out thoughts then writing sometimes tho.
I am a weirdo
LULLABYS!

i looooove Dr. Nealon my art and music history teacher he is the coolest ever. I get nervous tlaking to him! cause i want to tell him how rad he is but then every time i talk to him i cant say it cause i am tungue tied.

Adios
time to go to work
<3~E
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