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well i am "studying" for my very last test tomrow morning in art and music history. It will be easy i think so i havent even really studyed, i tihnk i will wake up and study tomorow. Davey came over and worked on homework at my house too and it was good times. Beethoven's moonlight has been playing on repeat for three and a half hours, KILLER cd! i would have fallen in love with beethoven if i had lived in his time. Today was a strrrrrrrrange day for me. I worked all day, a double shift..... and i just had a strange feeling in my stomache all day. A crappy feeling, like i was supposed to be sad or worried or frusterated about something, but i didnt know what, so i tried to push out the feeling all day. I just dont understand it though... it was like i kept tihnking, what am i doing?? whats the point of this or that??? Even though it was confusing, i think i know what it was. I think there are certain days when the devil... that son of a gun.... trys to get us ( me) down just to see if he can get us. I battled this bad feeling all day and i had no idea why i even was battling a bad feeling, i had no reason to be, but i know it was that bastard trying to ruin my joy and my strength. It really is SOOO hard to fight bad "feelings", or urges, or even bad attitudes. I have been trying so hard to practice self control lately and its been very hard. But i am learning how to be very strong, even when its veery hard to be.
So i am stoked to start a new day tomroow, because i know that today was hard, but tomorow will be better. I can start new each day and that is the most amazing concept ever. WOW. think about it, getting to start over each day? for what ever mistakes you made today, learn from them , and start new tomorow! thats sooo rad. I get stokeed just thinking about it. I going to go to bed, and start my day killer tomorow. STOKED :)
I wonder about love sometimes, how can you love someone SO much if you have not even really spent much time with them??? amazing.
chinese food makes you fat if you eat too much of it... this is a fact.
LAura kessler, keep up your live journal entrys. I dont seem to see that much of you on the weekends especially, so i get to read your thoughts on how your weekend went and thats a blessing. Plus, whnen i am across the globe, i can read your thoughts as often as you provide them available. :) I love you girl! you wont miss me too much... just kidding, you will, but i will miss you even more you have no idea. Just make it priority to come visit me, please? its easier then it sounds.... no jewelry, or random spendings of you money, plus working a bit more hours, and in a few months you would have enough money to come see me! gaureenteed!
aloha oe
jingle bells
let it snow, sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh
tired of the rain falling mainly on the plain!
lets see some huge amounts of snow!
<3~E AVI
hee he he hee
well i am "studying" for my very last test tomrow morning in art and music history. It will be easy i think so i havent even really studyed, i tihnk i will wake up and study tomorow. Davey came over and worked on homework at my house too and it was good times. Beethoven's moonlight has been playing on repeat for three and a half hours, KILLER cd! i would have fallen in love with beethoven if i had lived in his time. Today was a strrrrrrrrange day for me. I worked all day, a double shift..... and i just had a strange feeling in my stomache all day. A crappy feeling, like i was supposed to be sad or worried or frusterated about something, but i didnt know what, so i tried to push out the feeling all day. I just dont understand it though... it was like i kept tihnking, what am i doing?? whats the point of this or that??? Even though it was confusing, i think i know what it was. I think there are certain days when the devil... that son of a gun.... trys to get us ( me) down just to see if he can get us. I battled this bad feeling all day and i had no idea why i even was battling a bad feeling, i had no reason to be, but i know it was that bastard trying to ruin my joy and my strength. It really is SOOO hard to fight bad "feelings", or urges, or even bad attitudes. I have been trying so hard to practice self control lately and its been very hard. But i am learning how to be very strong, even when its veery hard to be.
So i am stoked to start a new day tomroow, because i know that today was hard, but tomorow will be better. I can start new each day and that is the most amazing concept ever. WOW. think about it, getting to start over each day? for what ever mistakes you made today, learn from them , and start new tomorow! thats sooo rad. I get stokeed just thinking about it. I going to go to bed, and start my day killer tomorow. STOKED :)
I wonder about love sometimes, how can you love someone SO much if you have not even really spent much time with them??? amazing.
chinese food makes you fat if you eat too much of it... this is a fact.
LAura kessler, keep up your live journal entrys. I dont seem to see that much of you on the weekends especially, so i get to read your thoughts on how your weekend went and thats a blessing. Plus, whnen i am across the globe, i can read your thoughts as often as you provide them available. :) I love you girl! you wont miss me too much... just kidding, you will, but i will miss you even more you have no idea. Just make it priority to come visit me, please? its easier then it sounds.... no jewelry, or random spendings of you money, plus working a bit more hours, and in a few months you would have enough money to come see me! gaureenteed!
aloha oe
jingle bells
let it snow, sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh
tired of the rain falling mainly on the plain!
lets see some huge amounts of snow!
<3~E AVI