Foolish.
The bleeding, she has stopped, more or less. This is goodly.
Thanks for concern, peoples. I really appreciate it. It might not seem like it, but I do.
I was looking forward to getting home, but as soon as I got here, the stress kicked right back in. I'm not necessarily saying I want to go back right now -- mainly because even if I did go back, it wouldn't be the same -- but I don't want to be here, either. I'm back in my rut of stress, worry, and paranoia, and it's a *very* deep rut.
I tell everyone that I'll never move from Chicago, because I like it here too much. But as of late, I'm wondering if I can do that. I want to move somewhere near enough to Chicago where I could come back whenever I wanted, but far enough away to be away. Maybe Lemont. I don't know. I want to start anew. Once school is over, I'll be able to do that, I think. Slowly but surely.
I am such a foolish person.
World of Warcraft and such tonight.
Thanks for concern, peoples. I really appreciate it. It might not seem like it, but I do.
I was looking forward to getting home, but as soon as I got here, the stress kicked right back in. I'm not necessarily saying I want to go back right now -- mainly because even if I did go back, it wouldn't be the same -- but I don't want to be here, either. I'm back in my rut of stress, worry, and paranoia, and it's a *very* deep rut.
I tell everyone that I'll never move from Chicago, because I like it here too much. But as of late, I'm wondering if I can do that. I want to move somewhere near enough to Chicago where I could come back whenever I wanted, but far enough away to be away. Maybe Lemont. I don't know. I want to start anew. Once school is over, I'll be able to do that, I think. Slowly but surely.
I am such a foolish person.
World of Warcraft and such tonight.