*insert sounds of frustration here*
Once again, nothing I do is right, even when I spend a lot of time and energy doing it. I fucked up the JMAC CD. I got people excited about it, and gave them a piece of crap. Story of my fucking life.
I am so ready to just throw things...and FUCK I FORGOT MY COPY OF FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING AT HOME, JUST LIKE I KNEW I WOULD. I remember EVERYTHING else but the copy of a film I actually WATCHED for this fucking class. I woke up late, I'm going to be JUST starting type my paper as soon as I finish this entry, and what does it matter, 'cause everything I do is crap anyway. This year needs to be fucking *over* so I can hole up in my house and play video games, and stay out of everyone's freaking life, just like I already do. Angst angst angst, whine whine whine, I feel like an idiot for even being like this, but you know what? I don't fucking care.
Leave me alone.
I am so ready to just throw things...and FUCK I FORGOT MY COPY OF FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING AT HOME, JUST LIKE I KNEW I WOULD. I remember EVERYTHING else but the copy of a film I actually WATCHED for this fucking class. I woke up late, I'm going to be JUST starting type my paper as soon as I finish this entry, and what does it matter, 'cause everything I do is crap anyway. This year needs to be fucking *over* so I can hole up in my house and play video games, and stay out of everyone's freaking life, just like I already do. Angst angst angst, whine whine whine, I feel like an idiot for even being like this, but you know what? I don't fucking care.
Leave me alone.