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library and veda doctor today. nice trip. got the china study and 1491. going to start feeding veda food? this means I need to transition to vegan? this means I need to cook food? this means transition veda out-of-arms (see the continuum concept)? big changes. need (would like) large padded mat to put on floor for veda to play on. need (would like) steamer to cook vegetables.
injured my wrist some time ago, getting worse. torn/pulled ligament/tendon? but if body is ego, then body injuries are ego, and this is all in my head. so, to heal wrist, I must become enlightened? today's lesson: my mind is preoccupied with past thoughts. but the past is not here, so my thoughts are meaningless.
Maria says she wants to visit me, very conflicted emotions about this. would like to see her, but jealousy on both sides induces complexity. thoughts meaningless? nice idea but tough application. this is the trouble with god/truth/meditation/transcendence. knowledge not equal to faith/experience.
injured my wrist some time ago, getting worse. torn/pulled ligament/tendon? but if body is ego, then body injuries are ego, and this is all in my head. so, to heal wrist, I must become enlightened? today's lesson: my mind is preoccupied with past thoughts. but the past is not here, so my thoughts are meaningless.
Maria says she wants to visit me, very conflicted emotions about this. would like to see her, but jealousy on both sides induces complexity. thoughts meaningless? nice idea but tough application. this is the trouble with god/truth/meditation/transcendence. knowledge not equal to faith/experience.