Aug 23, 2006 23:39
I want to make up for lost time. I want to take every moment, latch on to each one, drink them in and savor them for the rest of my life. Every smile, every laugh, every word, every tear, every glance, every embrace, every secret; every painful, memorable, wonderful, terrible, beautiful happening - I won't forget a single thing. That's how sibling bonds are made - through sharing and remembering and never letting go. Can I make up for the lost years by holding on to every moment now? I feel like this is a mad race to fall in love with the family I was never able to know.