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What is the point in being this relationship.
I have no one to confide in.
No one who confides in me.
The lies have become so out of control and ridiculous it is a joke.
The fact that he lies about how he's more like me than I know is unheard of.
Does that make sense to you?
What do I gain?
What would a lose?
The chance... the thought... the hope i had?
Do I have hope anymore?
Is he ashamed of liking the things I do.
Or would that just mean he couldn't argue about the things I did without him because he secretly longs for those things too?
He longs for friends and dancing and going out and freedom.
[not in the sexual way... but of course I know that... but he doesn't... stupid boy.]
He doesn't need me.
He needs the friends that come with me.
I bet if he had called Keaton, he wouldn't tell me.
Well, I want my license.
I can do that without you knowing.
I want a new dresser, for me, and a bed for me, I want those things incase I won't have you forever.
These things are only mine while we are together.
I feel like Im with you for reasons like that, for the bed, or the mirror.
Things I wouldn't have if i moved out any day now.
What do I see in you?
Honestly, I've seen more attractive men.
Honestly... I've confided more in the cat.
Honestly... I have more in common with a lot of other people.
You're still holding me back, from making more friends, traveling, having a life, my life is you.
Until the day your gone, it will forever be that way.
I have no one to confide in.
No one who confides in me.
The lies have become so out of control and ridiculous it is a joke.
The fact that he lies about how he's more like me than I know is unheard of.
Does that make sense to you?
What do I gain?
What would a lose?
The chance... the thought... the hope i had?
Do I have hope anymore?
Is he ashamed of liking the things I do.
Or would that just mean he couldn't argue about the things I did without him because he secretly longs for those things too?
He longs for friends and dancing and going out and freedom.
[not in the sexual way... but of course I know that... but he doesn't... stupid boy.]
He doesn't need me.
He needs the friends that come with me.
I bet if he had called Keaton, he wouldn't tell me.
Well, I want my license.
I can do that without you knowing.
I want a new dresser, for me, and a bed for me, I want those things incase I won't have you forever.
These things are only mine while we are together.
I feel like Im with you for reasons like that, for the bed, or the mirror.
Things I wouldn't have if i moved out any day now.
What do I see in you?
Honestly, I've seen more attractive men.
Honestly... I've confided more in the cat.
Honestly... I have more in common with a lot of other people.
You're still holding me back, from making more friends, traveling, having a life, my life is you.
Until the day your gone, it will forever be that way.