With 15 Cans of Spraypaint and a Chemical Swirl
Wow. Why am I crying again?
It wasn't just out of desperation to get out of school, maybe.
Mom knows now. And as usual, I was wordy.
But all I really wanted to say was, "For today, only today..it hurts. Let it hurt."
Because we all need those kinds of days, right?
...Any other day, I'll stand up for it.
Just right now?
And tomorrow?
Please allow me to be vulnerable.
And mom, also, please stop talking to me as if I fail at life and have no friends and all that pitying shit. Even if it were true, I don't want it in my face any more than I make it.
Yes kids, I'll be alright. After all, I just scored myself a holiday tomorrow.
Also, also, I'm about 17-chapters in (a WiP x_x) one really good (and long ♥) Uruha/Ruki fic by lunachaos. Mmm. It's slow in that realistic sense. And I go all, "OH NO HE DIDN'T :O" ....yes, that's been my life for the past 4 hours. :> Not a bad one, actually. Though, I've decided that I like Uruha better when he's less innocent or clingy, somehow. Like, he dominates without even trying. Woo. Of course, it's just because Ruki's such an amaaaaazing bottom, yes yes.
It wasn't just out of desperation to get out of school, maybe.
Mom knows now. And as usual, I was wordy.
But all I really wanted to say was, "For today, only today..it hurts. Let it hurt."
Because we all need those kinds of days, right?
...Any other day, I'll stand up for it.
Just right now?
And tomorrow?
Please allow me to be vulnerable.
And mom, also, please stop talking to me as if I fail at life and have no friends and all that pitying shit. Even if it were true, I don't want it in my face any more than I make it.
Yes kids, I'll be alright. After all, I just scored myself a holiday tomorrow.
Also, also, I'm about 17-chapters in (a WiP x_x) one really good (and long ♥) Uruha/Ruki fic by lunachaos. Mmm. It's slow in that realistic sense. And I go all, "OH NO HE DIDN'T :O" ....yes, that's been my life for the past 4 hours. :> Not a bad one, actually. Though, I've decided that I like Uruha better when he's less innocent or clingy, somehow. Like, he dominates without even trying. Woo. Of course, it's just because Ruki's such an amaaaaazing bottom, yes yes.