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▌ Day 07 - Your best friend
nikotein and I have known each other since the 5th grade. She likes green, I hate green. She likes cats, I'm a dog person. We're actually almost complete opposites in terms of personality, so what brought us together was fandom. :D
We've had our troubles, but...for some reason, we always get over it. I tell her everything. I'm also the person she has most probably spent the most money on because she used to always buy me food. XD
Today was such a yucky, yucky day. :( Physically and emotionally yucky.
That ME manual that MEA did (called MEAnual, har-har) for the prepcourse was right.
"Before ME, you loved Math. Now you just wish Math would show you some love."
I get scared every time I have to think about numbers. :( I feel inadequate in absolutely everything. But the inadequacy is only brought upon the unwillingness to try or work any harder than what I'm used to. So meh. I just really, really need to get off my ass and understand this by myself. I'm just...worried about failing despite trying so hard. :(
Biotech LT2 is on the same day as Math LT5 (this thursday). Filipino finals and Math finals are also on the same day. SADNESS! :( Occasional pre-test ramble... I just need to remind myself why I wanted to go through all this stress. Remind myself that if I can just survive, the reward will be great. Sigh!
I can do thisssssssssssss
nikotein and I have known each other since the 5th grade. She likes green, I hate green. She likes cats, I'm a dog person. We're actually almost complete opposites in terms of personality, so what brought us together was fandom. :D
We've had our troubles, but...for some reason, we always get over it. I tell her everything. I'm also the person she has most probably spent the most money on because she used to always buy me food. XD
Today was such a yucky, yucky day. :( Physically and emotionally yucky.
That ME manual that MEA did (called MEAnual, har-har) for the prepcourse was right.
"Before ME, you loved Math. Now you just wish Math would show you some love."
I get scared every time I have to think about numbers. :( I feel inadequate in absolutely everything. But the inadequacy is only brought upon the unwillingness to try or work any harder than what I'm used to. So meh. I just really, really need to get off my ass and understand this by myself. I'm just...worried about failing despite trying so hard. :(
Biotech LT2 is on the same day as Math LT5 (this thursday). Filipino finals and Math finals are also on the same day. SADNESS! :( Occasional pre-test ramble... I just need to remind myself why I wanted to go through all this stress. Remind myself that if I can just survive, the reward will be great. Sigh!
I can do thisssssssssssss