I must sound really bipolar to you guys.

[avenue]

My grampa is diagnosed with cancer. From his kidney, it has spread to his liver and lungs.
He doesn't know yet, but the doctors are planning to tell him tomorrow.

I think I'm scared, but...in totality, I don't even know what I'm feeling.

I'm just shaking and crying and hoping because please please god, he's my only grampa.