Nov 16, 2005 20:13
The definition of stupidity is doing the same damn thing over and over and expecting different results. This means that I am stupid. I keep on trusting people to do what I ask them to do when whatever it is that I've asked has nothing to do with them. They say they will... and they don't. Am I STUPID stupid? Or just gullible? I don't really care anymore is the problem... I can't do it all on my own and I'll run myself into the ground if I try. But I can't trust other people to do what they say they will if there's not something in it for them. Where's that leave me...
I could hire myself some staff members... but how the HELL could I afford to pay them? ok... so that's not an option.
I could give it all up and run away.... no I couldn't. I'd hate myself for it.
Ideas anyone? And I SWEAR if I get one person saying I can count on them I WILL disappear without ANY bloody warning to any of you. Course.... it's not like any of you read this.... you all have lives. Hey, while you're offering suggestions on how I can do more than 24 hours of work in each 24 hour period lemme know what life is like. No sarcasm there.... remind me that school is hard work, the busses suck ass, YOU have work too.... remind me of these things because I'm a bitch and I get self-centered sometimes. But if you can find time in your schedules to let me know how I can do more than is humanly possible please do so.
ambivalent doesn't mean 'i don't care'