Feeling Icky.....

Nov 13, 2006 17:11

Damn, for some reason I feel so grossed out. So nautious and disguisting today. It just started raining out and suddently my mood changed. I don't know why, like I said, rain has my mood change rapidly to I don't even know. I didn't want to come on the computer and type, but I just wanted to let this feeling out. It is really bothering me.

Yesterday I had to move furniture out of my room, and that shit was heavy. I had to throw out a lot of old shit that I didn't need or want anymore. My room looks a lot cleaner then it did before, and since I moved my bed around, I have a lot of space. I just notice how big my room is. I like how I set it up. I'm suppose to be putting some carpet or different type of flooring down for my floor. It will lightin up the room a little bit. I got some new curtains for my room, they're green, a light green. I'm in love with them already. I still didn't take out my air conditioner from the summer time, lol. I still get hot in the middle of the night. For some reason, I was sweating, and I had a weird dream.

I had dreams, 3 nights in a row. That's kinda weird. I don't really have dreams that much anymore. I just day dream, but I guess that would be classified as "Dreaming" right?

I've been working on my ideas for my stories, and they're becoming really good. I have one mystery story, one that is serious, all action one, and a romance one with a little fantasy in there. They're all coming out really great. I just have to keep drawing, my dad says I'm out of practice, which kinda makes me a little mad. Now, thats another reason to keep working hard at my stuff more than ever.

Hmm, December, My favorite time of the year, OOoooh yeeeah shun! I'm surprizing my dad with the new nintendo wii, and in the middle of the month, I'm going to get him the zelda game. he is going to shit is pantzas! lmao@! Because he doesn't know that my stepmom and I are going to buy it for him. This year, I'm only getting my close friends and family something. None of that new people I just met crap. Like, just my friends who I talk to, that really know my life on a daily basis. I do want a lot of things, but I want to keep it simple :) I will try. lol.

Now that I'm thinking, this will be the holiday where I'm not with anyone. That's kinda weird. For the last past christmas's I was with my ex and now I'm not going to be with anyone. I want be alone on christmas day. I'm probably going to be swinging by a lot of people's houses that day. -_- Christmas parties and family get togethers. I'm probably going over 3 or maybe 4 houses that day. I already added in my house, and I want to see my mom on that day too.

School is okay, I wanted to start registering early for the other semister because I know thats going to be a bitch to get into on the last day. I want to make sure that I'm in school before then. I have a lot of things to work on. Oh yeah, I wanted to start saving up for my car in january and my trip to japan. I talk to a couple of friends and they said they're down. I just have to see when I can start my vacation, and I wanted it to be in august because thats the month before school. Woooooweeeeeeeeeeh.

My love life? I laugh at that one. Soon to come, right now, I'm meeting people and enjoying my life. The right man will come along and then BOOM BANG CLANG, KA-CHANGY CHING! Then it will happen.

Anyways, I'm out. ChipMunk's gotta lotta shit to do, and I'm hungry yo! By the way

I feel better now....thanks Dr. LJ
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