KARMA
Just listening to everyone talk about my old roommate and then realizing all the shit she did to everyone...maybe she does deserve some of the things people are saying about her. You get what you give. People just, generally speaking, are two faced. I mean the only person I really talk about anyone to is jason. Its not even that I say bad things...I just tell him whats happened or happening in my life and the people it involves. I just cannot believe that someone would say the things she did or especially do the things she did. If someone has a boyfriend then their off limits. I don't care if their hitting on you...You should know better. I would never sleep with someone else's boyfriend...let alone even kiss them. I know better than to do that because I would never want someone doing that with me boyfriend and it just pisses me off.
Maybe people are always going to talk. Maybe they aren't going to stop bad mouthing someone or even telling important details to everyone. Maybe some people won't learn whats its like to be on the other end but more likely then not they will. Its karma and its bound to happen. You only get what you give out. If your going to shit on everyone you'd better be prepared to get shit back. People aren't just going to sit there and take it...at least most people won't. I know a lot of good people and I know my share of "bad". The people in my life are usually good people because I don't let too many people into my world without really truely knowing that someone is there with honest intentions. I've been through my share of shit and some of it I've caused...I know...but I believe honestly I am still overall a really good person. I know when to keep my mouth closed and I know when to open it.
I believe openly because of the things I've tried to do in my life is the reason why I am receiving such good things with jason. I really believe that you shouldn't treat a person any different because of what someone else says about them. I've done it before then realized alittle too late that its not fair to them. You don't know if its a bias opinion or based on something they did to the other. I think piage, nikki, tasha, mike and everyone I've met here in Knowles are good people. That does not mean they are going to be perfect.
I dunno...I am just reflecting on tonights dinner conversation. At first I was alittle uncomfortable like I'd forgetten how to talk to them(which could of been the case), but after awhile once we started talking everything just came together and I spoke up. I think I am too cautious sometimes, that I don't interrupt people enough. I dunno though I am content right now with my life. Everything in my life seems to be coming together for once. Its really nice. The only thing I don't like is not soicalizing much anymore. I am focused on acheiving my goals though. So I guess it works out. Plus I am the happiest I've ever seen myself because I am in love.
hehe I am so deeply in love...I don't think I'm ever going to be able to stop either...hehe
Maybe people are always going to talk. Maybe they aren't going to stop bad mouthing someone or even telling important details to everyone. Maybe some people won't learn whats its like to be on the other end but more likely then not they will. Its karma and its bound to happen. You only get what you give out. If your going to shit on everyone you'd better be prepared to get shit back. People aren't just going to sit there and take it...at least most people won't. I know a lot of good people and I know my share of "bad". The people in my life are usually good people because I don't let too many people into my world without really truely knowing that someone is there with honest intentions. I've been through my share of shit and some of it I've caused...I know...but I believe honestly I am still overall a really good person. I know when to keep my mouth closed and I know when to open it.
I believe openly because of the things I've tried to do in my life is the reason why I am receiving such good things with jason. I really believe that you shouldn't treat a person any different because of what someone else says about them. I've done it before then realized alittle too late that its not fair to them. You don't know if its a bias opinion or based on something they did to the other. I think piage, nikki, tasha, mike and everyone I've met here in Knowles are good people. That does not mean they are going to be perfect.
I dunno...I am just reflecting on tonights dinner conversation. At first I was alittle uncomfortable like I'd forgetten how to talk to them(which could of been the case), but after awhile once we started talking everything just came together and I spoke up. I think I am too cautious sometimes, that I don't interrupt people enough. I dunno though I am content right now with my life. Everything in my life seems to be coming together for once. Its really nice. The only thing I don't like is not soicalizing much anymore. I am focused on acheiving my goals though. So I guess it works out. Plus I am the happiest I've ever seen myself because I am in love.
hehe I am so deeply in love...I don't think I'm ever going to be able to stop either...hehe